some of you might noticed that i disappeared a little nowadays, the thing is....

i promised to be active and update all of my stories (more than once) during summer since i was 'free' but i couldn't do it. this was basically the tiest summer of my life. i had a lot going on: we had a renewal at home, i lost 2 family members, i started to work and i felt depressed because all of my friends were at home (=out of town, mostly at the other side of the country) and i did nothing. honestly, i had a lot of free time but i was either dead tired because of work or my mental state was too ty to do anything productive...

sadly, this post is not about my 'big returning'. even if school starts and i'll have 0 for myself, i'll try to return from my ashes. BUT. my dear readers..... don't really expect updates from me in the next month(s). i cant concentrate enough to finish a chapter, even if i want to write and im full of ideas, i just simply cant do it. i hope that once university starts, i will found my long lost energy and will be able to write again. updates might happen. maybe tomorrow, maybe next week but maybe only before Christmas. im not sure.

i also put Poltergeist on rest mode. i know u guys love this story, i love it too, but i cant find the right words, i cant write the next update. i tried to force it but it only got worse so i decided to put it aside a bit and focus on my other stories. i already started to write the next chapter so once i got over my block, you will get the updates faster than usual, hopefully. moreover, i decided to join a secret santa thing on ao3 and i want to finish my assignment successfully, so that is going to be my main priority now.

im sorry if i let any of you down. i will really try to get my together and be active/write again soon