Well lately i've ben feeling like crap

Like im less than a dust 

I have this one really beautiful friend, we met in high school. i know that she is pretty there's no doubt but when we enter college together 
Ohmy
Everyone will look at her, and me who are always by her side will not be seen. People consider me beautiful lol but my self confidence really drops when im with her. 
I have a crush in this new college, just thought that he is handsome and suprisesuprise he make moves on my pretty friend WHO ALREADY HAS A BOYFRIEND she push him away and how i imagine if it was me i will be nice to him..
And its not only him but 3 other guys are making a move on her. Omg its like a korean drama. 
And I think i will be the 2nd character who will not be love
Im depressed because im already 18, and never had a relationship with anyone.
And with all of those guys swarming over one girl, i think i get hopeless, will i find love? Will someone love me? 
Ladies and gentleman beauty is important afterall. I dont want to be in the same class with her, i love her but i dont want to feel like a dust again.
I think in the kdrama im a villain, a villain who no one love.