Well guys what can i say. Life has been busy. 

I havent got a new job yet, leaving me 27 days to find a new job. It a long process and it is not through lack of trying. Every night im looking for jobs to apply for. Soon though i got used to it. It seems they update every thursday and friday so i know to go on then and bulk apply, unfortunatly in my tiny little town there isnt much on offer especially because i dont drive. So i am limited quite a bit. Ive applied for a lot and most dont get back to you but i had 2 come back to me. The first was for TKMaxx (in america they call it TJMaxx) it was a huge event with a new store opening. So there was 1000 applicants, 400 interviewees and 10 people in each interview. So i knew as soon as i saw the situation it was very unlikely and honestly didnt mind. If an employer doesnt have time for me then i wont have time for them. That and i had to put a name sticker on so people knew my name...if that doesnt scream "youre just a number" then i dont know what does. I eventually got an email saying i wasnt sucsessful which was fine obv. So the next interview i have is on Tuesday. At a place called Aldi. Its a discount supermarket type thing and i applied because i used to work at Lidl (its rival) and know the job. Even though i hated the job anything would do right? haha beggars cant be choosers. So i have that interview of tuesday and just gotta cross my fingers that it will work out fine and thats where i will be. 

I did have a strange moment when an electronic cigarette manufacturer (what i manage a store in at the moment) came to head hunt me for some shops he is planning on opening but it all sounded too good to be true so i can't say im holding out hopes for that. I have his business card so i can text him when i have finished my current employment. but we'll see eh. 

Im making this long. Sorry. Skip to this bit if you want haha. 

I am hoping to write today but i have a horrible headache and sickiness. Im sure itll pass its just being a pain in my rn. So im gunna try getting some writing done and maybe an update since you guys have been waiting for so long. It's not ideal i know. But youve all been lovely and patient. I had hoped to write more than this but with the way my moods have been flying up and down and work has been getting worse and worse as closing down comes around, i cant create, my imagination just wont work. So ive been escaping it all and diving into someone elses already created world. It has helped me get back on track and relaxed me a ton. Been playing the division in case you didnt already know. Great game but now im restless because i miss writing. I'm glad i miss it. I never want to abandon you guys and i said  would continue writing until its no longer fun and you guys are reading it. 

So thats it guys :) i hope to speak to you all in the comments again soon. 

TLDR: Ill update soon lifes but im alive speak soon XD

Sally out-