hello, long time. I know many people I used to speak to on here have moved on now and unfortunately I am doing something similar. 

Adult life is busy and I’m always busy with work, family and friends. It’s strange once you’ve been a fan fic writer you still think of ideas every now and then even though it has been a long time since I did anything. 

How has everyone been? It’s been strange for me lately. Super junior released their new album, our Minnie and Kangin were cast out. Although you can be optimistic, I can’t see k-elf allowing them back in again. With Sungmin as my bias and my sole reason for writing anything in the first place I found his treatment hard to swallow. 

I am admittedly still salty. Super junior is really not what it used to be and all good things must come to an end. It feels bad to watch my bias cast off, it feels bad to see the other continue without much mention and it feels bad that I am not enjoying the new album.. I wanted to enjoy it so much and kept trying but very few songs took interest, I think their style has moved to something which isn’t my own maybe. 

Will you all slate me for leaving the fandom like the others did? I wouldn’t say I have left it. Just at this moment in time it isn’t capturing my interest as it would before. Even devil held some interest with Sungmin gone. I still listen to their old music and I still have their posters in my room. Although I feel irritation toward the members I still wish them success in everything they do. I haven’t left the fandom more I have become less associated with it. 

This is where I know some people will become annoyed. How many times I have heard this story haha. I really ing love BTS ok. I wanted to hate them, I didn’t want to fall for their hype. I avoided it so much but I couldn’t help but love the songs. So much badassery I can’t resist. Naturally while listening one day and watching videos well....it turned to a whole night to the point where I came out of the other end with a bias and eventually with names, nicknames, future husband goals and a warm heart. Exactly as I felt for super junior at one time. 

Dont judge me me too harshly. And if you already have a BTS bias tell me who they are haha maybe see if you can guess mine. 

For now I hope you are all well and safe and happy :)