news. and other stuff.

So.. Kat here. A little meh. Last weekend was a little..odd at the end. So... me and the family I am staying with had a 'fight' because I did something somewhat rude and the dad just snapped. I personally do not consider going down to people who are clearly unwelcome of you on a day you are feeling super bad, but... OK anyway I should ahve at least told them personally that I was incapable of being with people at the moment, but...I was incapable of being with people at the moment. So... They said things either change in a week or I leave.

I..chose to leave. Ok. So I will be honest. Never felt like I clicked with this family. Just...the kids are awesome yes but me and the parents are just too different. I need to be at least ASKED if I want to join something to feel welcome, they expect me to just be there...allll the time. I am up from 6 each day (work from 8 only, cant sleep) and stay with the children until six. Which means that by then, I have been up for 12 hours and had not even done anything..so sometimes I prefer to just curl up in my room with my phone or something isntead of being in the living room and all and it seems to offend them. Sure, I do stupid as well but I feel like they just need someone with a lot more energy XD I AM DEAD AFTER TWELVE HOURS OK. not..always but yea XD There are just major stuff we do not agree on so I decided to leave... Funny thing happened. I was, by some weird forced, urged to write to one of the other mothers I have talked a lot with, the reason I did not go to hers was literally MY IMPATIENCE, she wrote to me that she would most possibly want me as their aupair when I booked my plane tickets... may have rushed my decisions, eh. Anyway, I write to her, teling her what happened and that if they end up looking for someone NOW because they did not find an aupair in the end or something... AND SHE WRITES BACK 5 MINS LATER THAT I AM WELCOME TO JOIN THEM IN 3 WEEKS. Apparently the other person they had liked a lot called it off. LMAO. Anyway, things like this happen. I am going to Scotland and just how cool that is. I refuse to blame anyone for this, I feel like we all are at fault at some point. I did not do everything I could and vice versa. So yea. Unfortunate happening but..oh well :D happens.

On another note.. I..am ing SICK. FIrst of all my wisdom tooth is hurting me...and secondly I went out in the rain without a coat or umbrella (gave mine to the older girl cause she claimed she had none..) and yea. throatache and all are here now too. Yay. Made cream corn for the girls and ate some so that was good tho..

So.... I have posted these pics before but I still feel like posting them once more. (makeup wasnt done by me tho) this is the difference that makeup and a little more confidence does tome XD I am trying my hardest to grab every chance I have to do what I want so..yea :D