Fot those who haven't heard it yet, I beg you to listen to it and support my little bean whom I love with all my heart and if you can try to find and read the lyrics too. So much of the mixtape hit me so hard especially The Last which I still haven't been able to stop crying about.

I'm sure we've all had moments where we've felt self hatred and gone through a depressive phase and while I can say I'm slowly getting better, there are still days when I stuggle to get out of the bed and do things and moments where I'm willing to wreck all my friendships and relationships because I feel like I'm never enough and The Last really spoke to me.

Just thinking that someone that I admire so much and love so much has gone through such things and knowing how much it hurts, makes me so upset and thoughtful. Yoongi has once again been able to hit the deepest sopt in my heart with his lyrics and delivery

I don't even know my own self, so who can know me?
friends? no, you? whoever it is, they don't know me 

, I get it, please stop
the cause of all these issues is me, I'll quit in return
if my misfortune is your happiness then I'll be unhappy
if the target of your loathing is me then I'll go up on the guillotine 

I cried and I cried, about me, about him, about everyone I've lost because of the disease plaguing my mind and I truly hope that he is alright now, just as I hope that those who are struggling right now get better and see that there is hope.

To whomever reads this until here, if you're struggling-feel free to messgae me and I'll try to help as much as I can and know that there is hope for everyone. I truly love you all no matter who you are.

Don't forget to support Yoongi aka Agust D and give him love, as we all know he was very nervous and pressured about this mixtape( and I can see why, there is just so much of the true him in these lyrics)

Moreover, so many people have been able to express exactly what I've been thinking but this has got me so ed up.

Mostly I'm just really proud of Yoongi and what he has accomplished and shown in these few songs, all those years were not wasted. After reading the lyrics and listening the songs many times, I've come to realise that there is no one I admire and look up more to than Yoongi who has shown his heart and soul through these songs. Every emotion poured into the lyrics and delivery, I can feel it as I listen to and they don't disappear even after the 20th time.

He is really talented and amazing, the issues he has went through, so humane, showing me another side of him that I wish would have never been there and yet I'm so thankful he has used this mixtape to share his emotions and life with his fans, which had to be hard to do, and it only shows how much he loves ARMY.

I can relate to so many of the songs and this has only made me love him more and reminded me again why he is my bias in Bangtan.

LOVE YOONGI A LOT, PLEASE