I told my parents I wanted to get the rainbow hair that Sehun had during Wolf era when they asked what I wanted for my hair when we go to the barber next Sunday. But, they just went 'OMG THAT'S IS SO UGLY.'. I still remember when a friend of theirs got a rainbow hair, they said it was pretty. Like WTF? When people dye their hair rainbow, it's pretty. When it's me, it's ing ugly. WTF do they want exactly? When I first highlighted my hair olive green, they said it was ugly. When I bleached it blonde, they also said it's ugly. And the current one is grey and they STILL call it ugly. I don't know what to say anymore...

I still clearly remember when I was a child, they called me pretty/princess/beautiful. And now, they call me ugly/monster... 

I just wish I would just sleep and never wake up. So much better than being wide awake.