Well, it has been a while since I last came onto Asianfanfics because of my studies. I just feel like sharing some stuff with y'all after all these months. I started A-Levels this year after withdrawing from 2 colleges in a span of 2 years after I graduated from high school in 2016.

To be honest, I started another drama with my Mathematics lecturer earlier this year because she looked down on me and told me to withdraw from A-Levels because my Maths is "not good enough" and I am not fit to study sciences because I look nothing like a smart kid. And this was on the 2ND DAY THE SCHOOL STARTED.

She is one of the worst lecturers I've come across in my past 2 years of changing colleges and courses. She only answers questions that are asked by people with good grades. But when people like me ask a question? She always uses sarcasm like, "This is so easy, you can't even understand?". There were no attempts to even explain the questions to us and she leaves. I got 49% for my Maths class test which is quite a remarkable achievement for me. But then, she comes over and starts ranting about the grades and advised me to quit school AGAIN. Which is a WTF moment for me and my classmates sitting near me. 

Anyway, I'm about to finish my first half of the AS examinations (the official exam from Cambridge) next week on 14th November. I hope my grades are good enough to get me into Medicine or any other health sciences I'm looking at as an alternative. To think my Chemistry was so good in high school but totally went to hell in A-Levels... yikes.

My family also got three new betta fishes as companions but all the work (feeding, changing the water, decorating the tanks) are still done by me. They are currently in 3 litre and 1.5 litre tanks right now and I'm looking to get new aquariums about 5 litres or more for them. My parents don't believe bettas should live in big tanks and they should live in shotglass sized bowls instead. WTF I'm not gonna abuse my fish just because of limited space, goddamnit. Well, 5 litres or 10 litres are good enough and not too big or small.

It's almost the end of 2019 and I'm still upset that granny is no longer here for 2 years and Torres, my sweetest dog of 8 years is gone for almost a year. I miss them so much... What can I say tho? Death is a journey we all must go through one day, but it still hurts to know someone whom you loved for so many years is gone. You aren't gonna see them again until the day you pass and go to where ever they are residing now. Hope they'll be happy with who and what I am for all these years.