! ! ! update + birthday + last fanfic ! ! !

Hi everyone, I haven't posted a blog for a loooonnnnggg time ^^' how are you all? I hope you're doing great <3

So I decided to post this announcement on my birthday, and celebrate my early anniversary on AFF too. I've been in this site for six years now, and I only created this account on Aug 15 2012 (I don't have to post another blog on that day to celebrate lol) I used to have old accounts before this one.

I don't know why am I excited for my birthday????? Like it's normal you're going to celebrate like always and grow up, but today...I just don't know, I'm still not an adult lol I don't know why am I so happy. There are people from AFF who greeted me earlier in social medias, so if you're reading this too, thank you //hugs

And about the last fanfic, yeah...I have two fanfics ongoing, but I'm focusing on one the most which is You are my baby's daddy! which might be my last fanfic ever and I'll quit publishing my fanfics, I just don't feel like my brain is working with me anymore, I feel like my fics are not enough and/or satisfying at all. Last year, I was planning on publishing a lot, but it doesn't work with a slow author like me (I have more than thirty written stories in my hard disk that I don't plan on publishing them after losing my confidence in writing...I honestly << rude to myself)

But if my subscribers are reading this, THANK YOU for reading my fanfic(s).

There's one story in my mind that I plan on publishing after I finish with this one, but I don't know...for now, I'll just focus on YAMBD! OTL (I honestly love writing romcom and making readers smile instead of crying,,, I cry a lot)

I don't know if someone will read this lol ... if you're reading this then thank you (Again...million times). I sound like someone who's going to die soon //sOBS stopped being a reader, and now I'm planning on giving up on writing...how sad.

Why am I a lot depressed these days? I don't know...//sighs hope this blog doesn't make you sigh or judge me for being so dramatic (am always).

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HAYRIN86
#1
I know it's like months late (sorry) but Happy birthday to you~~~~
I've no idea what made u depressed but I wish you've gotten better till now(specially in Christmas^^) and lough a lot these days so can start a happy new year~ XOXO <3 <3
TracyKim
#2
Happy belated birthday, dear! ^^ pls don't think you're not good enough ㅠㅠ your stories are the fluffiest and my type of fics ever ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ I'm not going to force you to publish your fics but I want you to remember there're people who would read your precious fics including ME! Tbh, I'm a fan of your fics you know. ^^ so whenever you gained your confidence back or whenever you feel like posting your new ones, I'll always be here! ^^
karash
#3
Happy birthday ^^ I hope you are not depressed at all. I will miss reading fictions from you. But it's okay, I understand. I wish you the best. Big Kiss <3 <3