//// i'm me from start to finish ////
character traits /
+ free-spirited, affectionate,passionate
= honest, detailed. confident
- competitive, argumentative, intimidating
personality /
"i'm happy because i want to be"
► this is where arin's nickname as 'mini hobi' comes from. just like hoseok, she bursts with optimism and cheer. she has the heart of a child; full of laughter, energy and hope. she's independent in the sense that she's responsible for her own happiness - she doesn't let negative things get to her and she's a firm believer that what you think is what you get, so she's always thinking positive and her faith isn't easily shaken. her fun-loving, sunny and loud behaviour are just proof that arin's actually hoseok in his female form. she's far from materialistic and isn't the slightest judgmental. she's shameless; she's born for variety and isn't shy to make a fool of herself.
"i love with my all"
► arin isn't the slightest selfish when it comes to love. she genuinely has feelings for everything that's around her - deared ones, general people, animals, even plants (she'll screech if you pick a flower). if she loves you, she'll protect you and will be there for you no matter the odds. she's loyal and comforting; the kind of person you'd want when you need cheering up because she'll know exactly what to say or do. she also isn't afraid to show her love, expressing her affection through both words and actions.
"i know what i want and i know how i'll get it"
► her dreams aren't simply dreams - they are goals that arin knows she will accomplish. put her through hell and still, she would never give up on her dreams. once she wants something, she'll do anything until she gets it. she's a hardworker, someone who doesn't quit halfway and she does what she must with absolute precision as quality means most to her. she's fearless and can take on any challenge head on. you can give her a foreign language to master within a week and she will do exactly that if it means she's closer to achieving her goals - nothing can stop her once she's on the go.
"sorry, but it's true"
► arin hates lying and liars. she's blunt and only speaks her mind; she thinks it's always the best choice to tell the truth even if there're great consequences waiting, as telling lies can lead to worser things. to her, it's better to say what's right rather than fool other people into believing what's really not. with this, her words may hurt or irritate other people sometimes, but she'll remain standing with her honesty.
"i need sanitizer"
► arin pays full attention to every small detail in all her work; she's organised, divides her time well and although she may annoy the people she's working with, she gets things done with excellence. no matter how tiny the job, she always aims perfection and wouldn't settle for anything else. also, she's a total cleanfreak who literally carries sanitizer around and even the smallest speck of dust will irritate her.
"i believe in myself, i know i can"
► it's always good to be confident - just in her posture and wide smile, you can tell how confident arin is. she stands tall and proud because she believes in her own abilities, and she isn't one to go down without a fight. however, because of her overflowing confidence, arin may come off as arrogant and conceited.
"life's a competition"
► when it comes to work, arin focuses so much on perfection until at a certain point, she forgets to have fun while doing what she loves. she just cannot be less than anybody else. she always wants to be number one, wants to be better than the rest and 'losing' is not in her dictionary. people often underestimate her seriousness because of how playful she is when she's not training or doing any work, but once they see exactly how serious she can be, they cower in her presence.
"nope, i don't think so"
► arin doesn't seem to know that she can be wrong. she thinks that she's always right and any opinion that contradicts hers is invalid. although she will remain polite no matter how heated the discussion is, she would always make sure she has the last say. she'll always have an answer to anything and just like how her friendliness can keep a conversation going, she can keep an argument going as well until the other party shuts up. she can take a scolding from her boss or teachers, she can take emotional pain from the people she loves, but a fight is something she'll never be able to swallow - she can't resist the temptation of proving herself right.
"i am not scary!"
► don't let arin's cute features and lovely voice fool you; she's the complete opposite of soft and feminine. she's kind and approachable, yes, but she can be a bit terrifying, especially when she's in a fight. though her voice is never raised, her tone and expression would set people off. she can also scare people by being confrontational; she isn't one to keep things inside her, if she isn't happy with something she'll say it loud and clear. if someone has a problem with her, she'll settle the issue face to face. she doesn't care about what people think of her, but she wants to know for sure what someone thinks of her so she'd know how she should treat them. she hates blurred lines more than anything.
background /
"they're my everything"
►
arin was born into an athletic family of giraffes. her father, an ex-basketball coach, is currently 182 cm, her mother, an ex-swimmer, is 170 cm while her brother, a star in track and swimming during his young days, is 188 cm. as she's been exposed to various sports since she could walk, arin eventually found passion in basketball and track, like her father and brother.
arin's family is very close-knitted; they are stable financial-wise and have no serious drama going on. her family babies her a lot since she is after all the youngest and are very protective over her - her parents initially hesitated to allow her to become an idol as they worry for their health, but after a lot of persuasion from her and a little help from her brother, they agreed. arin's family wants nothing but the best for her and are always there to have her back.
she may be pressured to be perfect so she can make them proud, but she hasn't realised that they are already so proud of her and no matter what, they'll always love her.
"i guess you can call them my golden days?"
► from young, arin developed into an all-rounder social butterfly. she topped in academics, athletics and attitude. she was the type who was popular because she was the teachers' favourite and was nice to everyone. with the way she strongly carries herself, this leads to the impression that she's perfect - her excellence is as if she isn't capable of making a mistake or falling behind. in school, she was always set as an example - if she did something wrong, surely people would start pointing fingers, right?
by succeeding, people shovel high expectations onto her shoulders and this is what led to her fear of imperfection. she's worried to let people down, she's worried that people won't trust her anymore, she's worried she'll be a disappointment.
pushing that darkness aside, arin was a really busy student but she always spared a little time to have fun. she loved to participate in talent shows and festivals and spend time with her friends doing childish and ridiculous things.
she was (is) also really smart; she's studious, taking studying as something she doesn't mind doing. she loved, loves and will always love math - it's her forte. she's always up to learning new things, even if they won't necessarily benefit her. not only was she gifted with a talent for music and sport, she was blessed with a quick and sharp brain.
"and that was when i knew what i wanted to do"
► when she was around six, she found a love that was able to surpass her love for basketball and running - dancing. she was watching a dance competition on tv and was so mesmerised by the dancers that she insisted to her parents that she wanted to learn how to dance. thinking it'd be good for her, her parents began sending to her dance lessons and she doesn't stop attending even when she joins middle school. through her busy days as a top student, dancing to music becomes her escape.
singing has always been something she just does since she was little; randomly, anywhere, anytime. she was gifted with potential for her vocals; when she started joining talent shows, she took singing more seriously and learned all the techniques and styles which gradually helped her improve bit by bit.
in the middle of middle school, arin accepted an offer into a prestigious dance academy in seoul. she moved to seoul at just 13 and began attending a new school and was preparing to enter sopa in two years. in 2011, arin with her friends, representing the dance academy, performed at a citywide talent show - unknown to her, a big hit representitive was sitting in the crowd. he was most appealed by her and so after the show, he approached her and asked if she'd like to join big hit and debut as an idol.
and she couldn't help but agree.
relationships /
► lifeline — ahn youngseok // 24 // medical student // supportive, protective, sweet // unlike his people-person sister, this handsome man is the complete opposite. he's kind and polite, yes, but upon first meetings he gives off a scary vibe because he's quiet and serious-looking. he's especially serious and scary when meeting arin's guy friends - however, once he knows he can trust someone with his sister, he'll become friendlier. only with arin, he's a goofy bear who likes to and knows her better than anyone else. he's very supportive of her dreams and he never fails to call her daily despite being busy with school.
► bestie — kim chaeyeon [vita] // 19 // future idol // blunt, confident, witty // being of the same age and having similar aspects in their personalities, it didn't take long for these two little sisters of bangtan to get along really well. the difference is, well, that one of them is actually related to a member of bangtan. they're classmates as well as deskmates, help each other with training and are big hit's next best duo after taehyung and jimin. chaeyeon is someone arin would call her soulsister.
► bestie #2 — choi yuna [yuju] // 19 // idol in gfriend // fun, bright, joyful // these two go way back, even before either of them became trainees. they participated in an event that included many schools, including yuju's and arin's, and it was where their first meeting took place. they became instant friends and though didn't attend school together, they remained in touch until today. they're really close and text often, sharing stories and asking for opinions. arin has been supporting gfriend since their debut in honour of yuju and in return, yuju's just waiting to be an official fan of salute.
► main man — kim seokjin [jin] // 24 // idol in bts // loving, kind, witty // jin is undoubtedly arin's favourite bangtan oppa as he's her first friend in big hit (they entered the company on exactly the same day) and also because he reminds her so much of her actual brother. seokjin and youngseok are the same age, both are super sweet and look after her well. their bond is strong as brother-sister and he's really nice to her, which she's very grateful for.
► future husband — min yoongi [suga] // 23 // idol in bts // hardworking, influential, confident // a while after jin was finalised as a bangtan member, he decided to introduce his little friend to his new bandmates and that's how arin met yoongi. the first thing she ever said to him was "cool beanie, sunbaenim" and yoongi knew he'd like her. yoongi's another brother figure that arin has been fond of since she came to big hit, but she always jokes that he's her future husband because he's exactly her ideal type. he has a habit of ruffling her hair each time they cross paths.
► role model — jung hoseok [j-hope] // 22 // idol in bts // vivacious, humorous, friendly // arin met hoseok, aka her long lost soulmate, the same time she met yoongi. during arin's short get-to-know session with the four current members of bangtan, namjoon pointed out that they have the same laugh and this prompted them to hit it off instantly. put these two together and the room will explode from extra sunshine. arin admires and idolises hoseok; she wishes to be as passionate and bright as hoseok is. they're able to comfortably joke with each other and hoseok is arguably arin's true bias in bangtan.
► sensei — kim namjoon [rap monster] // 22 // idol in bts // sweet, understanding, supportive // they knew each other even before arin met chaeyeon. they have a big brother - little sister relationship, arin looking up to him and namjoon genuinely rooting for her to show her talents to the world someday. he's the one who motivated arin to stay in big hit despite her hardships and she's eternally grateful to him for that. they became close particularly when namjoon became arin's unofficial rapping coach. (further explained in trainee years)
► bff — kim taehyung [v] // 21 // idol in bts // energetic, childlike, big-hearted // taehyung is actually arin's junior in big hit; they met when taehyung was asking directions to the toilet and became partners in crime ever since. he's the oppa that arin's most physically comfortable with as they can hug, hit and make weird faces at each other without caring about what other people think. they're platonical best friends.
► dad #2 — bang sihyuk [bang pd] // 44 // founder of big hit ent. // considerate, caring, intelligent // having been loyal to big hit for so long, arin has grown a great relationship with her boss. what with her friendliness that doesn't bother about status, she easily got into bang pd's good books and she's undoubtedly one of his favourite trainees of all time. just like bangtan, he can't wait to watch her debut.
triva /
► LIKES:
- spicy food ― she loves setting her taste buds on fire
- soda ― guilty pleasure
- rain/autumn ― she enjoys the sentimentality offered by rain and fall
- horror movies ― she's a total movie buff but horror's her favourite
- reading ― she finds pleasure in gaining knowledge
- math ― don't ask
- sports/working out ― it brings her peace, takes her away from reality
- doing aegyo ― she enjoys watching people around her cringe and cry
- skinship ― she's a hugger and a pretty touchy person; in her jokester mood she goes around slapping her friends' butts and she loves getting her head
- trying new things ― she's really adventurous and strong, physically and mentally
► DISLIKES:
- sweet food ― besides ice-cream, she isn't big on desserts and candy
- coffee ― it gives her headaches
- heat ― she hates sweating and hot weather will give her her bad migraines
- neon colours ― it burns her eyes
- improper sleep ― she'll throw a fit if people disturb her sleeping
- insects ― she isn't scared or disgusted by them, she just gets really annoyed
- transportation ― she's prone to motion sickness so she isn't fond of long trips
- messes ― she can't stand anything dirty or untidy
- watching aegyo ― please don't
- make-up ― it makes her face feel dirty and uncomfortable
- staying indoors ― she'd feel imprisoned
► FUN FACTS:
- she's been a v.i.p since big bang's debut, and g-dragon is her one true love
- unfaithfully, she's in love with exo's chen and isn't shamed to admit so
- she loves homme too and often cover their songs
- she curses and automatically switches to satoori when she's angry
- she's allergic to fur so her only pet is a turtle named gaeul (meaning autumn) that she facetimes via her parents
- she loves rihanna and trains both her vocals and dancing with her songs; thanks to namjoon, she loves eminem as well
- her hair is usually short since she's prone to headaches and having long hair would kill her
- despite disliking bright colours, the only exception is her hair as she likes having bright-coloured hair
- she insists that: "i'm boy-ish, not a tomboy" and has her girly side too
- her favourite bts songs are let me know, hold me tight and dead leaves - dead leaves is pretty much her life source
- she memorises the choreo of all bangtan's promotion songs
- her gym playlist consists of big bang, bap, block b and bangtan.
- she listens to jungkook's covers and vocal compilations when she's feeling blue because his voice comforts her
- just like how jungkook has a for white shirts, arin has a collection of black shirts
- the treasured dreamcatcher bracelet is a gift from her late grandmother, reminding her to always chase her dreams and catch them
- she is a walking meme; she's a natural and most of the time an unintentional derp
- her laugh is wholehearted and sounds something like a hyena hiccuping, just like hoseok's
- she never leaves home without a watch and her phone
- she's best at sports, math and energy
- she's worst at drawing, cooking and talking
- her instagram is @s_arxn; her feed's complete aesthetic and tumblresque and she doesn't post pictures that show her face
- she may have a gift for singing and rapping and is quite talkative, but on many occassions, she's bad at talking - she tends to talk faster than her mind can process; leaving her words all jumbled up, resulting in confusing sentences and sometimes she herself doesn't understand what she's saying. her pronounciation may also be off at random times, eventhough she's speaking korean
► HABITS:
- circling her palms with her thumbs ― she does this subconsciously no matter how she's feeling
- leaving open ― with a lot of metal in , it's just something that she unintentionally does
► FEARS:
- imperfection ― having grown up as 'the example of perfection', she can't accept inadequacy
- escalators ― when she was five, she lost her footing and would have fallen off the escalator if her father hadn't caught her in time, so she's had a phobia of escalators since then and will latch onto the railing like her life depended on it
► GOALS:
- wishes to have an official collab with any of her bangtan oppas
- wishes to have a stage duet with jungkook someday
- wants to compose an own song
- wants to learn an instrument
- wants to make her family proud
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