Was totally upset with myself once more. So I decided to write a peom. My very first peom actually. Please bare with my post if my poem sounds terrible.

Ups and downs,

Life is like a box of chocolate,

Where theres happiness and sadness as well,

Life hurts so much when sadness overcomes us,

Killing us from the inside, bit by bit.

When we need someone to cheer us up,

None were there for us,

Life hurts when people told us that we are too busy and neglected poeple surround us.

A smile appear from our expression, but they are just part of the mask.

Deep inside, we are crying of sorrow.

Wounds of our sorrows grows deeper in us,

And they are never recovered,

It's okay to be not okay, 

That will be my last wish to hear from people.