I've had a job for a couple months now, but I've been feeling crappy again about going to work. I felt like this near the end of the school year. It's fine when I get to work but the thought of going is frustrating. I need the money to pay my sister back so I'm keeping my job at least until I get all that paid off. I'm a senior next year so maybe it's just the stress of trying to get it paid off before I go to college. Maybe it's because I want to work for something I actually enjoy.

I also feel bad because my managers really like me and I can't see myself working there forever. I can already tell when I go to college they are gonna miss me. I'm not trying to be cocky or anything. Most of my managers have told me how well I work and how fond of me they are. I feel bad that I'll leave them without a second thought.

I don't know it's just a lot to think about.