I'm so exhausted n my body's beat... I haven't slept in about a week n every time fall asleep, I wake up an hour later cuz of a stupid nightmare... I'm worried about someone precious to me n I don't know what to do... I know the reason to y I can't sleep, but I don't know y I keep crying. I haven't cried in a long, long time n it takes a lot to make me cry. U have to be someone I truly love n care about for me to cry about u. I'm overworking myself to make myself stop thinking n maybe fall asleep from over exhaustion, I do end up knocking out from over exhaustion, but I always wake up an hour or, if I'm lucky, 3 hours later. 

I'm a worry wrat, I've always been n there r certain things about me that I can't control no matter how much I'd love to... 

I just want this to go away... I want my nightmares to go away... I want my worriedness to go away... I want my tears to go away... but they're not going away...