This is like a sequel, update thing to my other entry, blog thing so go and check that out, it's called 'why', it'll help you understand wtf I'm going through...I don't know man...

SO! Today my bestfriend came up with a great idea to go roam the shops and mug people with like...my new group???? Idfk (I'm joking guys, we are those types of people, if I was someone like that I'd probably kill myself...That's also a joke, don't take it seriously. riiiiiiiiiiight.) and I think the dude I like is going to be there...I think....

You know, since my last entry thing, I've had this incredible knot in my stomach and everything I try and do, nothing helps it calm the down, it's like an Anxiety baby or some (I don't know if I have Anxiety, I like, self diagnosed myself which is ing stupid, don't even do that, see a doctor and let he/she diagnose it, I'll probably be going to get a diagnoses if my parents both to listen to me.) and it's like....I just want the ing thing gone, it's making me feel so uncomfortable and it's like...hurting???? Does that happen when you have Anxiety attacks or some !? I don't even know you guys, I'm so confused about everything.

And also, my crush is someone were people would say he's like, unattractive, but he's the cutest ing thing I've ever seen, I don't know what made me notice him...But I noticed him (Sorry Yixing...I'll still love you though boo, *Mwah*). I don't even know what to do with my feelings, they ing slipped through the cracks of my walls and ED ME UP. I'm just letting my fingers type for me, the you're reading now, exept this part is all pure word vomit. I DON'T KNOW WTF I'M DOING. The other day when I went out with some friends n shiet, I had this knot while being driven there, I've had this knot ever since I ing met the guy and it makes me ANGRY. I really don't wanna go through the knot thing again because the first time it was so ING annoying and I just want it gone, I wish I wasn't making everything such a big deal but like I stated in my last entry thing (Probably, I can't remember) THIS IS MY FIRST, PROPER, ACTUAL, LEGIT CRUSH EVER AND IT'S KILLING ME!!!  

Guys please, if you have anything that could help me calm down and just sooth out this ing knot in my stomach I will love you forever, I just want this ing thing gone and I just wanna rest, I'm so tired from stressing out about it...If you guys have anything, please help me. I'm forever crying on the inside and it's just...Killing me..

Thank you for taking the time to read this, I really appreciate it and I am really asking for some help, not with my crush (Unless you have something to get rid of that too) it's just the knot that I want help with. Thank you again.