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im not gone from aff, I swear.

Hey guys :) The past few months, to say the least, have been rough. I know, this coming from the sour persom I sometimes am (all kinds of nervous and paranoid, too) isn't saying much. But.. let me explain it.

School . The first month of uni I realized that I don't like what I'm studying, but it took me two years to even try to make a change. Most subjects are just there to fill in spaces (we relearn history about 5 times in the 3 years), and I highly doubt that you can learn a language well with one class a week. 

My dad is sick. Like.very. He has been for years now, but he had started getting better. In January he went to a hightech hospital, expensive, too, but he was getting better..

then the fevers started. Long story short my dad has diabetes and some bacteria attacked his leg. He is in and out of the hospital and even when he's home, he can't really move, he can't stand on (what's left) of his foot. He needs help around. I don't have a job so..I do that. When he's home, that is. When not, I help my mom or wallow in self pity. My motivation is gone once more. I just want a change..

So I'm leaving the country for a year. I'm becoming an aupair in either the UK or France.

What does this mean for me as a writer? Not muxh. I will still only write late at night like now, so..

What does this mean for me as a designer? Not much. I'm getting a laptop in max 1-2 months so I'm only going on a brief hiatus if it's needed. I will still run EG (just may stay out for a few batches) and go on with life as it was. BUT, I will not be home. 

Why am I writing about this then? I'm not sure really. I just felt like the people who may care about me here would be interested on seeing my plans. I'm definitely leaving, that I know. Where to? Not sure yet. But I need a change. I'm also gonna be slow in the next couple days, I am stuck on a poster and it's occupying my midn day and night. 

it's comedy, of course xD

Anyway so.. yea. that's the plan.

Bye I guess?