I really envy the fans that can get to see their favorite Kpop idol, group, actor, or just a famous Korean celebrity in general. I feel like a for even being jealous of them but I do. I'm jealous that they can get to buy their merchandise and see them at a concert. I can buy their albums but I refuse to because money is tight for me now. All I wanna do is just be able to actually meet a Korean celebrity like Got7. They just had a concert in Dallas and whenever I open up my Insta my feed is blowed up with videos and images. I'm really, really just sad right now.

Before you even say that I'm doing this for attention or for pity no. I'm not an attention seeker, I'm better than okay? :/