Hello everyone~! This is my first blog, so bear with me.

I recently had to go through what they call HEARTBREAK. It is so not fun. Here's the story:

I went to a dance at my school with a friend and then at the dance I saw my crush, (can you call it love if it's lasted for two and a half years???) so I went over to him when it was time for a slow dance and asked if he would dance with me (to my surprise he said yes).

I was the happiest girl alive those something minutes. The song was 'Just the way you are' by Bruno Mars.

So we actually danced twice, and said goodbye after the dance with a smile and a wave. God, my cheeks were red. I could feel it. But after the dance, (it was on a saturday) we didn't have school until the next wednesday because of a big storm and the power went out.

I was bummed out because I wanted to see...Young (his name is Young...and he's chinese...). So then I went back to school and was super happy to see him, but every time i would try to talk to him, he would ignore me. He had ignored me for all the time, two weeks straight, until today that is. Lucky me.

Now, my question for you is:

WHAT THE FUDGE WAS THAT FOR? WHAT DOES IT MEAN WHEN SOMEONE IGNORES YOU LIKE THAT AFTER SHARING SUCH A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT WITH YOU? and HAVE YOU EVER HAD A HEARTBREAK? Tell me about it. I'll listen.

But I really was depressed for the longest time. Anyways, this little tale I'll be writing about in one of my fics, SCHOOLBOY CRUSH (SHINee/Suju/U-KISS ), however, sorry guys for not updating it. NOTE: It's actually based on my life. I've got a lot to say, so, once I'm done with my DID YOU FALL IN LOVE? (TVXQ ) I'll write the rest of that other one.

In other news, I'm very depressed over the whole Alexander and Kibum out of U-KISS. Did anyone else see Xander's goodbye? But on the other hand, I'm looking forward to ZE:A's new album. And then again, I'm sad for the people who are suffering now in Japan. Let's hope things get better.

If you read my whole rant, well. THANKS. ^_^