Well guys,

im really, really, really BEYOND UPSET!
my baby niece just went into intensive care unit at the hospital, and her oxygen levels are dropping.

I was out to breakfast and on the way home my sister text my mom. I was crying all the way back to my house.

I am flabbergasted. Angry. Sad. I want to write but i dont know if i will have the will to do anything right now because of how worried I am.

I just....I dont want to loose anyone else in my life.

Why does this keep happening to me? :(

Anyway i have been writing my updates i just think updating might take longer. I hope you guys will understand!!!

In the meantime i will listen to BTS music until i can no longer think or feel anything.

Please give my baby niece prayers guys!

I love you all very much!

Saranghae!!! <333

I really dont know whats going to happen to my faith...