Okay so this may seem a little pathetic but hear me out alright? 

I have this tiny crush on this guy who is 2 years younger than me. I didn't know he was younger until I found out his class. He seems a pretty cute and awkward guy and we said hi a few times. I don't know what to do really because I have never had a crush on someone younger than me and I feel like Im such a digusting person for liking someone that is 2 years younger ): 

With that thought, I tried to avoid him and tried to not make eye contact which actually made the whole situation more awkward than before. Sighh ): 

I told my bestfriend about it and they told me to go for it and all. One of them told him about me and said that I had a crush on him and even told him my pathetic little rant about him WHICH IS REALLY NOT COOL MAN. I ranted about how stupid it is for him to follow me on Instagram but has never liked my picture at ALL. when my bestfriend told him that I FLIPPED. SHE WENT ON AND SAID I WAS JEALOUS.

JEALOUS.

DHWUHEUFUAYEUDUWUWGSHSY

:  ' ) 

I don't know what to do now. ARGH why does this happened when I liked someone.

Why do I like people? 

Gosh i want to hide from the world.