wow its been 7 months since I last updated my blog and its been forever since i last updated my only book on this site. I didnt knoow college would take up most of my time. I totally forgot that i have a book here and did had a writer's block for weeks.So many things has happened in my life and i cannot belive the year is going to end so soon. Both good and bad things happened and it did affect me in many ways. 

Firstly, my nursing internship that I had for three months. That was such a mentally challenging journey for me because I did not adapt quickly at the start so i struggled and it did afffect my overall grade. My current gpa was like a 3.3 and because of the internship, it went down. I had moments where I was thinking to myself ,"do I want to this for the rest of my life?". I cried thrice and got almost kicked out of the course twice. But, I'm glad its over and now enjoying my two weeks of rest. 

Secondly, my younger sister was diagnosed with epilepsy earlier this year and we have been trying to get use to the fact that she might get seizures now and then. It went really bad during the middle part of the year. She was in and out of the hospital and fainted atleast once a week. We are still monitoring her condition till today though it has been improving very well. Obviously, my sister is badly affected by it and has become more sensitive and aggressive that it affects the whole family. Last week, I found out that she has some cyst in her kidney and it is possible it could have been passed down by my father. So there is a chance that I might have it too so lets hope that doesnt happen..aha....

The plan right now is 

try to remember current my books's plot or create a new one if no ideas or wahtsover then discontinue it.

work on the next book because currently i have this good story in mind

hope you all are having a good day!!!!

~ Jay