People often find me wierd because I think differently, they all think my mind is so complex that sometimes they have a hard time understanding what's really going in with my mind. I don't really know how I differ from anybody because I do things that a normal teenager girls would do, I have friends and even have small crushes like y'all. But I spoke to my bestfriend and asked her about me, she said she stopped trying to understand me long time ago because I'm too hard to read and very unpredictable and tbh I think I'm like the most cliche person you'll ever meet.

She didn't really put it that way, but reading between the lines, she says I'm wierd, that sometimes I ask her the most stupid questions or sometimes the most deepest things about life or just reality itself, and I'm a hundred percent guilty about that. She even asked me if I was a lesbian because I really hate skinships with a guy, and I never had a boyfriend and even told me it's okay if I am because I have her full support and I just stood there like ", I have a ."

i just don't know, maybe I'm wierd, maybe I'm not or maybe it's from too much reading of philosophical books and psychology books, idk

sorry for wasting your time but yeah, lmao ❤️