Hey everyone! Min here^^ In comemoration of the 4th anniversary, i wud share something as a Starlight

Its been 4 years with VIXX. Time flies, People change. Its why we are human. We change.Simple as that. My first VIXX song wasn't one of their flashy mvs. It was " I dont want to be an idol". I found it accidently and even tho i didnt like the "pic of the singers that sang that song" (as i called it at that time) I fell in love with it and i cried, for the first time, over a song. Then i stumbled across Voodoo Doll in 2013 and well,that where it all went down, or up..or whatever...

Before VIXX, I wasn't into any other group. At first I started watching their shows, loved how stupid and dorky they were. I cudnt distinguish Hongbin from Hyuk and now...i ken just tell them apart even from their showdows. Anyways, I didn't like Ken that much at the start (LOL) i cudnt rank the members then and i still kent do it now but that that time, Ken was at the bottom of my non-existant list. Now im wrecked. Congratulations to myself. Ken is hotness hotness hotness (and funny,stupid,awesome). I was blind before. Period.

Um as for N and Leo its impossible to not like them. I loved thier relationship from the start. I was only limited to K-Dramas so watching a boy group was different, it was fun and i fell HARD. I loved how the members slowly built up thier trust, the memories they made (for godness sake i still kennot watch mydol without bursting into tears)and most importantly the bonds that they strenghtened. I am thankful to them for many things. I looked at them and thought ' how nice it wud be to have frnds like that' (i have frnds but u know VIXX is another story,right?) 

Ravi made me proud. So much. Everything the guy does. His music is exceptional. the lyrics and songs, altho rated (XD) but very beautiful and awesome. His love for this sister is so cute. She is one hell of a lucky sister. He supports the members. The guy looks like he ken kill you,but is actually a cinnamon roll. SMTM 4 was a sore spot, but it made him grow more as a rapper and so i am thankful for that. LR blew me away. Fifty Shades of Wonshik....damn

Their personalities changed one moment you realize that they are the most awesome iest beings alive and the next moment you want to put them in a mental hospital (yes i just dissed the love of my life.) They are so young. Most of the members are in their early 20s...the they face...i wish i cud take it away but that is not possible and wen you kent do anything about it.....it hurts even more....To me and probably to everyother Starlight..their true smiles are what matter the most.

Staying with VIXX all these years was like..watching a cub grow into its full glory, altho that "full glory" still hasn't been reached yet and i hope we ken stay together for many,many years from now. Their first win was....idk what to say...it was exhausting to reach that point and wen we did it felt good, accomplished. VIXX cried and I wanted to hug them and say "u guys truly deserved it". I kent decribe how i felt during their first win..it was an emotional turmoil.

Hyuk didnt have any lines in superhero, the one he had was layered with N's voice, so wen Memory came out, I cried rivers. I was so damn proud of him. Still am and will be forever. Hongbin's cover of Falling Slowly, Ravi's mixtape, LR, Ken's first drama and the chinese song he starred in,King of Masked singer, Duet song festival, Hex sign, Utopia, VIXXGIRLS, VixxNkPop.......some of the things that made me an emotional and proud mess.

Yeon-ddi made me so so so much proud! He had that smile, that look on his face wen he was the DJ....i want him to continue doing that someday if he wants to, while still being active as VIXX'S LEADER N. He lead the members well thru the past years. We all hope that he continues to do that for eternity. I do hope that he becomes a bit selfish..he's too..soft. Being so soft in the long run is not good,,u end up hurting yourself but i guess you kent change who you are and thats why i truly respect N.

The way starlights love VIXX may seem as "an obsession of crazed girls for a bunch of skinny guys" starlights, we believe that what we have for those 6 guys is not just obsession. Its something that we kennot describe. "Love" is a lacking word for what we feel for them. They are not perfect and thats why we love them. Perfection doesn't exist. And i'm not really looking for it either. I'm simple in love with their imperfections cuz those are what makes them the VIXX that we know. Breathtakingly fantastic. (i may or may not have quoted SuperHero here XD)

I'm not a perfect and efficient fan either, such a long time with them and I still forget thier birthdays (often). I forget a lot of important things wen it comes to them. But the pull is still there. And im sure that it will be there forever....im in too deep to back out anyways.

So that being said, I hope that they continue to do what makes them happy. I hope that they stay together forever,continue to be close forever, continue to live together and never grow apart, a part of me also wishes for them to get girlfriends(except Hyuk, he is still a baby)get married, have kids,be happy. They have every right to be.If i find the person who makesthem happy,altho my heart will hurt and I will be in immense pain but i wud go to that person and thank her/him (cuz why not?.) You make my boys happy, you make me happy.

I hope that they make even more progress,get geniune love, and just...stay as they are now. Happy 4th Anniversary Starlights!!!! Lets make even more pleasant memories with our boys!!! VIXX HAITING! STARLIGHTS HWAITING!!! 

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