I actually wrote a whole blog post about how I hate being treated like by my ing family and being mocked for having feelings and ing aff didn't post it...that's just how my life is tbh I'm so tired of not mattering to anyone....these muhas wouldn't speak to me at all if they didn't want me to do something for them or give them something and its' all of them...I'm just tired so ing tired maybe I should sleep at least I can't feel anything when I'm sleep