Hello all. 

So my life has not been panning out as well as I would like it to be. Yesterday my friend was hit by a train and passed away the next day(so today), while he was in hospital fighting for his life. My nights have not be pleasant with much tears and sorrow. It was hard to think that he was here one day and gone the next. Jasper was one of thee most amazing, funny, kind hearted and talented person I knew. He never failed in putting a smile on your face even if he didnt do it on purpose. 

So many of you are probably like, 'what the ! how does one get hit by a train!?' For those who know and for those who don't. Hello all! I am a first year student at a private art and design academy. I am 18 years old and many call me Kyu (after Kyuhyun from Super Junior). Anyway, one of my subjects that I take is design studies (Duh!) and we are currently learning magazine layout and our lecture was like 'go out and take pictures but not normal pretty ones' so here Jasper and Josh head off to the train station near our campus. Long story short, boy be standing by the tracks so Josh could get the train in the background of the picture. But instead he was to close and got struck by the train that basically rammed into him, sending him flying a few meters before crashing to the ground unconsious. After beign rushed to hospital they oporated on him because he had bleeding in the brain but sadly did not make it and passed away today.... All of us are in shock and to be honest I don't really know how to cope with the feeling. I turned to the ones I love and care for me and they all seem to say the same thing. To be honest, I don't really know why I am writing this. Maybe I need to get it off my chest or maybe I just need more advice and comfort but either way, life can be cruel.

Sorry for wasting your time but I do thank you for reading. So do have a good day and evening, everyone ^^