Mom,
I wish that I could have stayed in your womb a little longer.
This world is scary and tearing me apart so badly

Dad,
I dreamt you were here with me once again.
You pat my head so gently, putting me in you arms then you whispered to me not to give up that soon.
That soothing moment I felt was exactly the same like the last time I remember before you're gone.
Though it was just a dream.
Sadly,I never could make a wish for the dream to come true.

Friends,
I wish I could finally tell you my deepest secret.
Like a big rock being compressed on my chest, it's a burden which getting heavy and heavier as we're getting close with each other.
But, secret remains a secret.
Because the fear of rejection and hatred have always become my biggest challenges.

Heart,
You fell in, and hardly fell out
You fell down, but barely got up
You are wounded, yet the bleeding won't stop.
I wish I have the courage to amend what has broken in you.
But don't ask me how.

Because I'm still figuring it out.