Dear pain, 

Welcome back

It's been a while since the last time you visited my little, scarred heart

We're best friend

I'm used to your wicked games

Who tore me apart, pieces by pieces 

Again, your presence makes me feel like dying

But it somehow keeps me alive, 

Because im feeling it

Im feeling it hard. 

You grow stronger than the last blow I remembered

I'm giving up

Im giving in

Take me

Wherever you want

To heaven

To hell

Or into the deepest demon's pit

I no longer care 

Just take me...