Im just being hit w the realization that I started aff when I was 12 aka I started reading at age 12 and it's been 4 years (almost 5) and I'm still here. like i know there r people who have been here way longer than me but damn I didn't know how time flew by so quickly u kno?? & the fact that there's only two more years of high school until I graduate and become an adult and begin my life that is hopefully awaiting me like daaaaamn that's deep and scary as hell