I wish I could explain this feeling

I have nothing to do beside going out with my phone and definetely looking for weird stuffs to read. I have a tons of homeworks, assignments, and s to review but I am here procrastinating. I WISH I COULD BE PERFECT! I may sounds weird for this part, but from where I came from, I feels bad, from where I live in, I feels bad, I wish I could be happy & freedom would exist in my dictionary. Well, I'm just way too tired. 

I feels like I am sicks like really, like I got a disease without a ing name mentally which I could feels....

it's raining! I love rain, I'm here Infront of the window doing this blog with no purpose, i kind of getting that feelings which I feels really weird romantic and un-usual at some point. I feels like I'm happy when I see each drops of the rain, I feels like a princess with her own prince charming. well, there's no explanation for such a things as my mind. MY MINDS ARE BIGGER THAN THE UNIVERSE!!!!!!

Well, while writing this down, I'm thinking of Daul Kim and Elisa Lam. I feels like why? I mean, where are they going? I spent most of my times reading about them plus their blog. I just feels like did they feels similar to me? Are we the same? Or you guys living a better life in other dimension? I wonder about this and that too much, and I sometime getting sad as well. But- ARGH!! I may stress the viewer out, but I just wanna say I wrote everything which pop up on my mind here. This is really stressful to say, because I have a non-scientific and non-identify ways to explain what am I thinking and I bet I may be the only person who could understand that. FOREGET IT!

with a cup of waters, infront of the window, aff, and listening to stay still look pretty, I kinda feels like a butterfly, and I couldn't describe how I feels like. Maybe it's a no different from how PUPINA hate minion. I feels like a character from manga or anime, really like REALLY- I just feels a little bit sad looking at the rain drop, and also happy at the same times, I feels alittle romantic and so on. It's undescribeable...

Now I had stress you out, and you've wasted your time on random weird things which make no sense at all. 

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