Hi guys! I had a long day in the city and I wanted to give u a feedback from my appointment.

 

I also want to let you know that I will be working on my updates :)

 

So I got my EKG and echo done today. I met with my heart surgeon after lunch and it turns out I might need heart surgery by the end of the year.

 

She said my heart got bigger than the last time and we should be looking into talking with other surgeons and planning the surgery.

 

I really don't know what to think right now, I'm surprised I thought I would have a panic attack again but so far I just feel...bleh, blank of my emotions right now.

 

I guess the idea hasnt kicked in. My surgeon said that I might need to get a new heart valve every ten years after this to surgery is done, but it will be done through the vein, which I know seems weird...

The first surgery might be open heart surgery though and then the other way.

 

I wish they can do the easy one instead XD anyway, that's what I wanted to tell u guys I still have to go back to the hospital in 2 months to run a few more tests before they do make a final decision.

 

But wow...lol I am a little scared. But not as scared as I imagined. So far.

 

Anyway I hope u guys had a much happier, and exciting day!

 

Thanks again for all your guys amazing support!!

 

The new update I'm gonna do is another Taemin scenario! :)

 

Until then,

 

SARANGHAE!! Xoxoxo