hi. This is Emily.

I came to aff a year ago. I made a lot of lovely great friends. One of them is Ashrizal(supersaiyan). He was a great supportive and a lovely friend I had. His sweetness and cuteness made me fell in love with him. My parents were against it but I still went in rebel and kept on talking with him. He said he wanted to be with me too since he couldn't work out his current relationship with Min (jiwonxoxox) at that time. So we both started to have a long distance relationship with him. I loved him with all my heart and kept on trying to build up my relationship despite my parents mean words. I,being a devoted Catholic didn't mind him being a mMuslim and an Asian,I kept on rebeling against my parents  because I thought he loved me too and we would one day be together. Since I was little and immature... I blindly believed everything he told me.

I dreamed of us together and I still can't get him out of my mind. He was my very first love and he just screwed up the whole thing.he just mindlessly t with other girls and kiss and flirt with them. When I ask him about it he  just say that he is being nice to them. Who the in earth become so nice that they just t with anyone. And now U might probably be thinking it's just t...what's the big deal. I want complete loyalty. I can expected him to be loyal with me and he wasn't. He even talked behind me with min.

All I told him were true and was completely loyal with him. I became a good gf to him. But all he did was just use me. Both him and Min used me. How can he do this to me.....they used and threw me away. Pretended I never existed......I bet both of them were having such a great good time dating each other. Those two liars suits each other very well. Its like a couple made from the devil him self to ruin peoples lives. 

I Dont care even if they don't read this or not,or maybe others don't read this or not....I just wanna rant my anger on those two people.