If you guys have been following my previous blogs about my friends C + L (Lol CL) Break up drama crap thing then yeah, this is another blog leading up after that and boy do I have a load to tell u guys. 

For those oblivius readers, just go back and read my blogs "Would you get mad if?.. or "What do you think?" and you guys will get the jist.

Anywho, lets get on with this ish.

This all goes back to the time before school started after CL (imma just gonna say that to refer to them ok?) broke up and yeah, it was somewhat messy? Cos people from another group started rumours that me and L were going out/liked each other or that he liked me and was the main reason why he broke up with C and there I was going what the flipping banana crepe is this about?! cos thats just dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb DUMB! Idk how to put this tactfully without sounding like a total narcissist "queencess" but well, let's just say that I am way out of L's league and its so damn obvious for these reasons: 

1) I'm taller than him (by like 3cm)

2) I have a very strong personality and I donut take shiz lightly (my mother always jokes I should join the military and set those army guys straight + my dongsaeng always calls me General XD + could basically be qualified to lead + get down  to business to defeat the Hans. *We are Men plays* (Mulan fan anybody? ^^) if something I see doesn't look right/seem right I will set it straight right away, bluntly or indirectly (depends how the person can take it) and I'm one of the "Ice Queens" of my year. 

3) Appearance wise - I'm better than average I suppose... for an Asian anyway LOL!

Back to the story, (i feel so full of myself writing that eugh.. ^ >//<) The ball/prom was coming up, people were hyped, I didn't give a poopy poop, C was really excited for it and was still going with L even though they broke up (awks yup.. but no choice.)

Anyway, I went with my friend outside school like you all know but oh my freaking goodness L was just so... indirectly ANNOYING?! 

Like i remembered this one part when I was sitting on our table at the venue talking to my friend Karen (not her real name lol) and sitting on her dates seat which was next vacant cos he went to the dancefloor with some of the guys and my date was with them, and then L here swtiches seats and sits on my date's seat and just full on stares at me, which I got really uncomfortable by because like HELLO?! ARE U FREAKING BLIND MAN?! YOUR DATE/EX IS IN THE CORNER GOING LIKE WAT DAFUQ?! n looking PISSED as heck and this shameless ath-hole is just... idk being rude? obnoxious? A GENTLEMAN does not leave a lady without permission! anyway, my date came back to the table and kinda looked at L, and L who felt a bit inferior to my friend Jisoo (lol remember my other blog? XD) was like getting ready to get up, but Jisoo was like "Nah man, sit down." and then asked me if I wanted to go with him to get more mocktails, so I was like "Oh sure." and gave him a grateful look as we linked arms and walked off cos he told me later he could tell that L had a thing for me and I had told him about the CL situation before, so yeah, thank's Jisoo, u are such a good friend! 

Anyway, L kept trying to like talk to me and into my conversation's with Jisoo and the others and it just got a bit irritating? But I said nothing cos yano, the tension was kinda in the air with C looking all sulky and stuff.

Later that evening after I went home with Jisoo L messaged me going like "we didn't take any pictures :(" and "Jisoo and u looked like you had a great time." and "My photos looked crap."

and im just sitting there going....

WTF.  (Wallie the Frog) 

I replied to the messages but quite half heartedly cos I was tired and stuff, and he took the hint and was like ttyl. After that day ofc we had our group chat about the ball and people kept saying that Jisoo and I looked good together, etc, blah blah blah, and i was shutting down further comments cos Jisoo and I are just friends and yeah,+ our chances of getting together is quite unlikely. And then later L pms me privately saying the same things about Jisoo and me and im like "Dude can you not?" and he started asking these annoying questions about Jisoo asking if he has ever liked me (he has before when we were younger) and how close we were and what sort of skinship, and stuff and im just getting so angry cos it's really none of his business and he was acting all salty and jealous but trying to act all chill about it.

nuhuh bro.

NOPE!

I CAN SEE RIGHT THRU U! And then he starts talking about 99.4 (a codename for the girl he likes, and i found out recently from Karen that it's me)

YUP.

WELL DONE L! U'VE OFFICIALLY SCREWED UP MY FRIENDSHIP WITH C! I HOPE UR HAPPY!

Of all people he had to tell first, was his EX GIRLFRIEND! EX GIRLFRIEND! WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD DO THAT?!

AFTER THESE WHOLE 4 MONTHS OF ME FLUSHING DOWN EVERY STUPID RUMOUR ABOUT L LIKING ME, HE DOES THIS KINDA STUNT!

Where has the common sense gone? IDK?!

So now C's avoiding me and things at our group is kinda awkward, L keeps trying to talk to me, and I'm like hiding in the library at lunches to study and to get away from L. I've told him that he's in the friendzone like last week and he didn't talk to me online after that, and now he's messaging me again but all i've been doing is deleting or seenzoning. But idk guys i'm just mad at him and uncomfortable like crazy. He's just so immature and he know's I'll never go for a guy like him, and he knows the rule that I have which is that I'll never EVER date my friend's ex or ex crush or anything like that. COS I AM LOYAL! 

C knows this, but she's just yeah.. peeved. 

Karen told me it's cos I don't try hard to attract guy's attention and stuff, but I always turn a blind eye, or reject them, but for C, she has to try a bit to get someone to notice her and feels that I've "stolen" her bf, even though she know's I didn't do anything and that wasn't the reason why they broke up, but she feels that im partially the reason why L lost feelings cos me and him were good friends and talked often. 

L is just a really bad bf and he .

Period. 

But C is stupidly talking to him more 1 on 1 now, and even ditched us to watch his band practice during lunch when  she promised to go to the library to study with us girls, i mean hello?! Sisters before Misters! And u dont ditch us for ur ex bf! *facepalm* 

My friend Fei was like "I hope they never get back together, cos they are just going to be an on/off couple and we are going to deal with their shiet. Plus Aera's dealing with L being a total , and is using C to make her jelly?" 

Me: "PFFT! YEAH LIKE THATS WORKING! I only have one guy in my heart and that's Chwe Hansol tyvm." 

which made us all laugh lol, but yeah guys... idk what to do with the situation now. 

C has just returned from Japan Tour and this is day 3 of school, since our 2 week break and things are just a bit messed up. What's worse is no one wants to bring it up and sort it out cos exams are coming in 3 weeks, but I know it's affecting C badly, and Idk what i should do about L cos i just dont want to look at his face or associate with him anymore. 

Plus i need to get 96%  ATAR (the score system here for SAT/GCSE etc) for my final exam to get into the university I want to get into, so this isn't exactly helping me focus...

Well until the next kdrama, or blog

bye!~ (ur words of wisdom is also appreciated haha)

xx Aera