Hi guys!

So many of you know that I am a certified Kaisoo delulu trash (yes, until now that it hurts lol) so as usual I am spending time in the kaisoo tag like usual when I saw something familiar...

here

I took notice of this because this is a comment by one of my good friends here is AFF in one of my blogs here (hi gull! if you are reading this post. :P i just won't say your name just in case you don't want me to)

and then I saw another screen cap from the same tumblr blogger and I laugh/snorted lol~

because the blogger has screen capped a portion of my blog there

it's here

i don't know what this blogger wants to say or what that blogger wants to prove by calling my DELULU post bull...

i don't know if the blogger has read the warning that i had in the beginning that IT IS A DELULU POST and it's NOT MEANT to be TAKEN SERIOUSLY right?

IT'S EVEN IN THE FCKIN TITLE DAMMIT

i think i made it clear even from my precedent blogs that what i think is highly influenced by my kaisoo trash heart

and calling my words bull is something that did get my attention

if that blogger has meant to insult me and my good friend here by capturing a PART of my blog and a comment of my friend...

then screw that blogger

i hate it when people dip their noses into other people's business when all they did was take something out of context.

did that blogger mention that the blog she screen capped is a delulu blog?

why did that blogger even take their time on posting that capture from weeks ago when the dating news was still fresh?

what does that blogger want to achieve??

look cool because they have outed another delulu person and their bull opinions?

okay...

i'm feeling really pissed right now

i've mentioned it before right?

that these kinds of things really get to my nerves

if you don't share one's opinion, then at least respect it

that blogger doesn't even had the decency to properly quote everything

if you read that part of my blog without knowing that it is a delulu post, you would think that i'm one of those obsessed people who ship kaisoo irrationally

though it doesn't mention that I AM THE ONE WHO POSTED THAT

still, i know it was my own and i think i have the right to defend myself, right??

i didn't work my for my degree just to have someone talk down on me without me giving at least one defense for myself.

i may be kaisoo trash but i know the borderline between a safe delulu and a crazy delulu (too bad if tht blogger doesn't understand this too)

this is the reason why i don't blog my opinions in tumblr because there are too many people who are waiting to on other people there

i posted it here in aff because i know that there are many people who could understand me without judging me on my views

but it seems that it is still not safe

well it was my choice to post that publicly so you might tell me that this is a possible consequence of what i did since i've exposed myself to public opinion

isn't that what idols do too? they chose to live the life of a public person and they know what it entails right?

so we are entitled to our own opinion because we practice democracy and freedom of speech in the internet

but then that freedom still has boundaries that that blogger has stepped on

i'm not even bashing someone in my post and i was simply sharing my delulu thoughts and feelings in the light of wanting to know what other people think of that topic as well

was i even imposing my opinion on you, people??

i was simply sharing and it's upon the reader's discretion on how they will accept that

caliing someone's thoughts and feelings bull is just plain insensitive

what gave that blogger the right to talk to someone else's opinion?

or maybe i am just raging right now and my thoughts will be cleared in a while but I just have to vent this all out

in all honesty guys, do you not want to read blogs with nature like what i usually write? because if you guys are already fed up with delulu things that you're reading, i might as well lessen these things and maybe create a group with those people who would want to voice their delulu opinions to same delulu people

i would really appreciate your feedback :)

once again, i'm pissed because people can't respect someone else's opinion/observation/feelings

if you are not a delulu and bragging to everyone who are, then good for you

YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE MATURE ONES WHO CAN TAKE THE OF LIFE WITHOUT GETTING TOO EMOTIONAL ON THINGS AND SEEING HOW OTHER PEOPLE ARE BEING FREAKING IMMATURE FOR BEING DELUSIONAL

FINE

that is you

but then this is me

RESPECT YO

if you mature ones are the majority of fans/shippers, then what does our minority delulu opinions/theories/feelings amount to? we could talk and post all we want but it will not be taken heavily, right? because we are the minority and you overshadow our bull, as you say

but id it turns out that we delulu people are the majority...

then maybe take some time to understand where we are coming from?

and maybe SHOW SOME RESPECT, yeah?

again, im not one of those who are discrediting kaistal

i'm just indifferent about them

meaning i don't support them really but i don't bash them as well

and i am a kaisoo delulu trash

and i still ship them romantically, yes

but i don't impose that on kaisoo because who am i to do that?

is our delulu opinion that significant to change or affect kaisoo's uality or decisions in life?

us living and sharing our fantasies is so illegal and bull?

i can't believe that sharing your thoughts like this could be taken against you by those mature fans

simply exercising my freedom of speech gives me this

ugh

breathe in, breathe out

sorry guys

feel free to scold me (nicely please, im a delicate delulu kaisoo trash) if i am blowing this out of proportion :P

ily guys :D