Anyeong yeorobun!

as always how is everyone? praying that all is good and well. so i've been really occupied with work and assignments but on the plus side, this week is the last week on my internship! i dunno if thats a yea or boo...but time will tell. so i'll be heading back to campus this weekend and so begins the life of full independence once again...phew...the past few months of staying at the parents was ok but suffocating not in a good way. it made me realise that i have been enjoying my freedom of living away from home since high school (yes, i went to a boarding school which meant i lived away from my parents).

anyways..the pursuit of happiness you may ask? well, i have been going out (read...not dating) a guy from work. he's a year older than I am. he had a bad dating history(as in his fiance left him no text no call and no definite goodbye..just poof she fell off the grid and dated another guy) He's nice and all. but he's a no strings attached kinda guy cause when i started chillin with him, he fessed up saying that he had a friend with benefit(fwb). a small part of me felt bothered, was i being the third person in his relationship with that fwb but he kept assuring me that there was nothing serious with her and that he's willing to let her go if he was certain of his position with whats going on between us. I wasnt giving him any false hope but I have always been scared of falling in love or even giving anyone a chance. so i was cautious and he was persistant. and things seemed well until a few days ago when he called me by his ex girlfriend's name. i tried to keep calm cause i didnt want to be one of those girls who flipped at a slight mishap. he was being apolegetic and all but i dunno i wasnt convinced.

maybe i'm meant to let him go and allow him to have his pursuit of happiness?