So I guess he moved on

I know I haven't written here in a while but I just needed an outlet. 

Some people say that a guy and a girl can never actually be friends because at one point they will fall for one another, maybe for a little while, maybe at the wrong time, maybe a little too late or maybe forever.

So, here I'll admit that I may have been crushing on my best friend at the beginning of the friendship. but I honestly thought I was over it since I was so comfortable with him. We'd talk about stupid s, lit a cig together, drink a couple of rounds of beer and cups of coffee together. We were comfortable enough to even make a pact that if both of us don't marry anyone by the time we reach 40, we'd marry each other(How silly?) We are each others save net but I guess those were just words conveyed by young adults too afraid of being alone. But recently, he has been distant but I assumed that he was just too busy with work. I recently met him at a friend's wedding but I was too sick to even pay attention or to even talk to anyone. and I just found out today (from another friend) that he has been seeing someone and that he is moving for a new job. A small part inside of me hurt that he didn't bother to update me on his life but more over he didn't tell me he was dating someone. I don't get why he's beeing all secretive but I told him who I recently had a one night stand with.

I don't understand what I'm feeling right now. So I guess he moved on from our friendship and I will forever be that one girl everyone turns to for a save net. 

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Laymontae
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my heart aches reading this what the heck ㅠㅠㅠㅠ id talk to him and would ask whats wrong though


i hope youre alright♡♡♡