Blackjack's struggles

It took me a while to cool down after April 5^th, but I have to finally get it off my chest.

Knowing that Minzy wants to leave 2ne1 was like getting hit by trunk. To me Minzy and her bond with CL, Dara and Bom was like a rock. I never thought that… they would part in such a way. Like Bom only started coming out more and could be seen on the streets. I was thinking that I was slowly getting them back but well… another knife was stabbed into my back.

It seriously took me few days to get over it. Does being a Blackjack for 6 years mean nothing? Can I let go of them just like that?

Minzy was the one who drawn me to 2ne1. When I saw her in Try to follow me ^^ She was stunning, amazing~ and I couldn’t take my eyes off her. Later my love for them grew so much that now I simply can’t accept not getting the whole “package”. Even though I’ll support them no matter what happens after May 5^th… If I get 3 instead of 4 my attachment will waver and I’m going to only enjoy their music.

2ne1 disbanding? I can’t accept that? Getting to know 2ne1 helped me to appreciate myself more. To find my true color.

It’s like part of my personality was ripped out of me, heh but it made me realize that I need a f**king life!

I’m living in center Europe and a chance of me seeing them performing live is like 0,1% . How could that be that I’ll never have a chance? How can there be no goodbye?

Why do I feel like this is some real media play? Why do I have that weird feeling…

As if YG was – we can only overpower the previous “scandal” with the new one? That maybe if people got to know about 2ne1’s disbandment, they would finally truly appreciate them and what they did to kpop?

I simply can’t believe that no one was able to stop Minzy. I know that YG’s an when it comes to comebacks and debuts, but damn, wasn’t 2ne1 – his girls? The girl group that had set so many records and slayed everyone, even while being on hiatus?

Not only the news dropped so suddenly, with CL being out of the country and posting happy pics on Instagram just a day before the news dropped? With Bom and Dara just coming back from “vacation” on the Philippines? Would they really all go out, not caring, being all smiley when 2ne1 was about to come to an end?

I’m saying an end because 2ne1 without Minzy is certainly not the same … Love is 4 walls guys.

It’s been weirdly quiet for the past few days when it comes to yg artists’ sns and today I saw pics of BOM and DARA on a wedding.

Seems as if nothing happened…

Anyway till May 5^th, I’m going to hold on my hope, because that’s the only thing I have left.

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Kalione #1 Apr 11, 2016 11:12:40

YG fandoms have been suffering for a while now; i guess that i also never comtemplated that Minzy would be out of 2ne1 for real, they seemed really close. However as much as i can't fathom the thought of 2ne1 without Minzy, at same time i am glad that they aren't going to disband; yet at same time i feel that 2ne1 disbanding is just a matter of time. I hope things improve to our girls and that Minzy can achieve what she wasn't able in YG. :(

Chaebomrazy21 #2 Apr 10, 2016 11:56:03

Yeah unnie me too I've been try to convince myself that it's just another YG prank and I've been waiting for papa YG to announce that it was just a joke Minji is still in 2NE1. She won't go anywhere because 2NE1 is Fourever. But up to this day I've lost a little hope because I don't see YG post anything to convince me that Minji is still there :( but just like you said unnie if Minji really leave 2NE1 how come CL is still at America and Dara,Bom are joining the wedding happily like that. I hope before there comeback papa YG announce that our ero Maknae Minkki is still with her unnies. Because I can't imagine seeing 2NE1 without Minji it's just like chocolate without sugar.

ElectricBlu #3 Apr 10, 2016 11:39:41

I'M WITH YOU DX

BunnieUnnie #4 Apr 10, 2016 06:30:18

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU!!........You should send this to YG or YG ent! ..to be honest it hurts me that after YG ent confirmed the news BJ's can easily say "Thank You Minzy" it is as if..it's so easy to move on :( did BJ's really love Minzy or until the end they only cared about their bias because if it is yes then I felt betrayed by my fellow Bj's :( how can they moved on!? when 2NE1 performed at gayo last year with out bom BJ's was like "It's not 2NE1 because Bom is not there" but now when Minzy left, they easily say "Thank you Minzy, we will miss you" What the FUDGE!! I'm mad at those BJ's who said that! It's not even May 5!!!! *crying* how can they let go of Minzy!!!! *crying* I do hope this is just part of their strategy for their allegedly comeback this summer, that 2NE1 is still the 2NE1 I/we know..the OT4 that inspired me to gave my best everyday..I HOPE THIS IS JUST A NIGHTMARE!!!! 2NE1 IS FOUREVER!!! *crying*

giie_13 #5 Apr 10, 2016 01:08:55

Actually, up until now I'm afraid to see IG. I was thinking bout 2NE1, Minzy's departure, Minzy's father words, CL's American debut, Bom n Dara vacation. It gave me mix feeling. My bias is Bom but I really love the 4 of them and to think there will be 3 instead of 4 really break my heart. But I'm a BJ, the proud one. No matter what, i will always support 2NE1. I'm glad CL, Bom, and Dara keep being 2NE1. I hope BJ all over the world keep a strong bond with 2NE1. For Minzy, if she debut as a solo, I'll support her no matter what. CL, Bom, Dara and Minzy keep a good relationship (they celebrated Bom's birthday), so I hope BJ do the same. Let's show the world 2NE1 is THE BEST! (And maybe in the future, Minzy will be back ^^)

ellip-sism #6 Apr 10, 2016 01:07:58

I feel upset, disappointed, sad, but I REALLY NEED ANSWERS from MINZY herself. ;___; I will believe whatever she says just please let her speak to Blackjacks that are expecting for a 2NE1 comeback not a member not coming back...

Tangkpop #7 Apr 9, 2016 16:00:46

All we can do for now is pray and pray. Lets just Believe in our girls. #2ne1fourever. This is tragic for all us blackjacks. I shall not accept this news till i see it myself when they make comeback. Till then i shall pray and pray each and every day. For now i will hold on to the hope i have in my heart and U too dont loose hope. Fight oh!!!

lejeuparfait #8 Apr 9, 2016 14:49:01

I agree. Of course, like you, I was very upset over hearing about Minzy, however it's her choice. Things happen and everyone needs to find what's best for them. Minzy was young when she became a trainee and debuted, so her outlook on life probably changed. It might sound like I'm okay with it, but I promise you I'm not, I just want to continue supporting 2NE1 as the trio they will continue to be. They're the group I first started loving kpop with, and I will continue to love them, whatever the outcome, together and apart.

BlackRosesTears #9 Apr 9, 2016 13:52:29

I feel you, it is just so strange and I really hope that it was just some trolling of YG.
It is just so weird when I read an article saying that Minzy didn't tell the others that she wants to leave.
That just doesn't fit for me.
Hoping for a miracle now