Woke up in the middle of the night, cried out loud, can't think clear, the only thing I know I have to find my phone.

I found it recharged, I grab it and press the speed dial.

It's your number only on my speed dial, no one else, not even my family member.

Yes, you.  I forgot what I dreamed of but the only thing I know is that you're suddenly gone.

I cried in my sleep, still crying when I woke up.  I need to hear your voice.  I need you to comfort me.

You didn't pick up the call, I text you on BBM, and after how many times I tried, you finally woke up.

Thanks for your lovely niece who woke you up that time because your phone was ringing a lot.

You replied my chat and I asked you to call me, then you called.

I'm so sorry that I made you shocked because you hear me crying out loud as the phone call connected.

I can't talk, just keep crying.  You asked me what's wrong and tried to calm me down but I keep crying for some time, until you finally said

"Come here I'll hug you.."

That time, I start to feel relaxed moreover after you said "It's okay, it's just a dream..  I'm here, right?"

I start to feel calm even still sobbing.  You keep saying some words to make me calm.

And do you know what?  Hearing your voice only can definitely made me calm, actualy.

You calmed me down, tell me that everything will be okay and then you put me to sleep, and I'm grateful you did that.

Thank you..

Thank you so much..

I know I always need you, but now I know that I always need you the most.

And I want the whole world to know,,

You are the one who always been kind..

You are the only one who can understand me completely..

You are the only person who never judge..

You are the only one who always suport me in every condition, no matter how hard the situation is..

You,, yeah.. it's you..

My one and only, my best lover..

My dhiez..