so.... first of all I want to apologize to the few people who reads my fanfics because I put all of them on draft.. I am just an amateur writer here at AFF, only a few knows who i am and only a few notices my works.. but as a writer and as an EXO-L, I felt the need to also share how I am feeling right now in regards with the recent dating news about Kai and Krystal.

As a hardcore shipper of SeKai, I also feel how other writers feel. I also feel so lost, unable to continue writing. I feel like I got betrayed. I tried finding the strength to write again but I felt so awkward, so lost.... thinking of how I can manage to continue shipping SeKai through my stories again.

I really love SeKai so much.... too much maybe.

I really want to continue writing for those few people who continuously reads my stories. I will.... when my heart heals. Like everyone says, Time heals all wounds. Maybe one day when I get used to it, I will be able to continue writing again.

I hope all of us will still stay by EXO's side no matter what.