Hi friends! I'm sorry I feel like I need a rant post today...

I don't know how long I'll actually take a break for but, the thing is,,,my baby niece is about five months now.

She got her g tube put in today and almost a half an hour later, it came out again,

So my sis has to go back to the hospital so it can be put back in tonight,

I love kids and baby but I am never ever gonna have my own kids...

Pooh dear god please why so much struggle for this sweet little baby!

She is so cute and loveable and I just want to scream my head right off :(

Please guys I don't know what to do its like everything is falling apart...I'm just so mad and flustered and frustrated and crap, crap, crap (