So... as some of you may have heard....  Kai and Krystal are supposedly dating now... 

I'm not sure if it's true or not. I hear rumors saying it has been confirmed and some thinking it is just an April fools day joke, but I'm not sure if korea even celebrates April Fools. Do they?? Does anyone know???

Anyways not the point... point is...

I'M HAVING SUPER HELLA MIXED EMOTIONS AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOOOO.....

I can't figure out whether to be super happy for them , cause yaaaaaayyy! Kai is dating and he is happy and as his fan I'm so happy and proud of him 

But at the same time.. I'm a little sad cause I'm a huge die hard Sekai shipper and I've only ever shipped him with Sehun  ( which is stupid and unrealistic, I know lol) but I still can't help but feel heart broken, don't get me wrong, I love jongin and all but I never really payed much attention to him in Exo until I started shipping Sekai  ( mostly cause I'm Sehun biased haha ^^) so for me , Sekai was kinda the way I got more and more into Exo and jongin

I don't know , I guess I'm kinda still in shock haha ^^

But please don't get me wrong, even though I don't know much about Krystal and my heartu is hurting a little bit , I'm so so soooooo happy for him and I support him 100% no matter what

My gawd , I was never like this before I found kpop, I've been into kpop since I was 7 years old so I've been into it for quite a few years but I never had these crazy feels and mixed emotions until I joined the Exo Fandom hahaha

EXO WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MEEEEEEEHHH

I'M EXO TRASH NOW \( TT_TT ) /  (<<< I don't know if those are tears of joy or fear for my pathetic kpop trash life lmfao)  

Comment how your feeling about this revelation, let's discuss!