the obsessive, fervent, delusional, manic, dramatic, emotional, sensitive painter

participant analysis. 

Yeon is a comitted and stuborn person, to point of obsession. it is very hard - almost impossible - to stop her from acting upon something or changing her views. when she has a goal in her mind she will do whatever it takes to reach that goal. she's can be seen as fervent or passionate; or if towards a person, love-sick - empisize on sick. her actions are usually found to be rude, or as if she were crazy and have a contorted state of mind. she is quite impulsive and forceful towards others which makes her come across as even more a maniac.

paranoid, if she is called out by someone for her behavior, for example: being so ingrossed and "in-love" with someone that she gets to the point of stalking them, she'll become defensive and emotional, appearing sensitive and try to make you feel bad for her to cover up her true intentions. she, at times, hears voices which can and will cause her to say and do irrational things. some have told her to kill someone and physically harm herself. while she does take medication to minimalize this behavior, there are still some voices in the very back of her mind that will emerge when she is stressed or having high emotions.

for Yeon, she struggles with finding friends or, anyone really, that will accept her "flaws" and be close with her naturally, so she minipulates and tricks others to think she's a "normal" person, even if it takes some... force. while very insistant and pushy she genually starts off with innocent intentions. it's just how things play out that people begin to see her with her voices and "urges".

 

participant background.

she lives a breathes the life of her neighboor. her little crush grew into becoming and obession and there are acounts where she was almost cought following him by bystanders. her art work if not about her thoughts or feelings, will always have something to relate to her crush. things that he touched, lost or forgot, she usually will take it if it's something small and work it into her art.

she has broken into his house and stolen small things like a toothbrush or small articales of clothing ( usually underwear ). this person, as she says, is her reason to live in life, and without him she would be nothing. she says that she wanted to get better just for him and hopes that one day she will get rid of the voices that tell her to stop trying and that her crush will love her back.

 

medical history. 

schizophrenia
although not severe, she does have voices in her head that whisper, yell and mutter things to her. one voice would put her down and call her names, while a different voice would try to talk her into enflicting harm onto someone. another voice would question everything she does, and so on.
her schizophrenia developed mostly while in middle school and began to become crippling by high school. in her junior year, she was given medication to minimalise the things that she hears and was given some relief.
she struggles with concentrating and controling impulsive behaviors. she will have episodes of pure confusion resulting in screaming at herself to, "shut up" and, "stop talking".

bipolar disorder
she was diagnoised at a young age with bipolar disorder. she can have dramatic changes in mood and mental state. for a while she could be sad, depressed and have complete negitive feelings. for a week she could be agressive and violent towards those who walk too close to her in public. then within another week she could experience extreme happiness and glee. this could cause her to blow off all her money or do some seriously crazy things. in another week or so she could completely change to being impulsive, regretful, and even delusional. medication is taken to try to even out her mood, however she still has incontrolable mood changes, but for a longer period of time.

 

relationships.

ong | voice | ong is one of the primary voices that Yeon hears the most. ong is the one that will brutally call her names and swear at her. most commonly calling her "filthy trash" and an "idiot", as well as worthless and so on.

ang | voice | ang is the second most heard voice. ang is the agressive and violent voice that tries to get Yeon to do things. ang will tell her to harm someone or harm herself. ang is the one that responds the most when Yeon sees her crush with someone else ( usually a girl ). ang will tell Yeon, "get rid of her" and say that Yeon cannot let the person interfer with Yeon and her "quest" to get her crush to like her.

eng | voice | eng is the third and last primary voice Yeon hears. eng is a voice that questions Yeon the most and tells her to not do things and is usually the most paranoid out of all of them. ( e.i. "don't sit down, wait... - yeah sit down, oh - nononono don't! you might die! stop don't.... ok now go, go on now."/standing awkwardly in front of seat/ )

participent #1 | crush | participent #1is the one that Yeon says she lives for and dreams of being with. she knows that he has a girlfriend and will preform hateful things towards her. ( spread rumors, pray that she will have an "accident", etc. ) being neighboors with him allows her to be able to watch him from her window and see when he leaves the house or when people visit.
 

how did you end up detained in the mall? 

i um.. /goes pale/ eng: , think of an excuse... art stuff! yeah, some new brushes! wait, n-no no /eyes dart around/ new underwear! no a book! o-or a new phone!
i /voice crack/ was there looking eng: they know. they know!  around for stuff. eng: stop lying!!
ong: liar! liar! you were following him. /srunches up nose/ /whispers/ quiet...

 

ang: he's a ing that's what he is. don't let him stop you!
i-i think eng: don't say it, don't say it! you can't say it! ... whoever he is ang: you bet your she's going to say it. ong: she's so stupid. a liar. h-he must have his motives...? /weak smile/ ong: oh yeah sure. i know you're a liar! so stupid! eng: they know! she can't let them know! they know, they know!!

 

before the first death occurred, did you believe your predicament? share your thoughts and reactions throughout the game.

i- eng: of course! keep on you toes, they're out to get you. watch out they know /nodes/ yes eng: shut up! shut up! they can't know! stop it, stop! i... eng: wait - no say it, say it go on. did ong: hahaha no she didn't, what a fake.
ang: boy she couldn't wait to get herhands around that 's neck! eng: go on tell  them! ong: tell them how much you hate her. at the beginning, eng: nonono stop! stop, wait. wait. i-um... ong: look at her so stupid. trash. i was surprised.
it was- ang: destiny crazy, to say nonetheless ong: liar. ...but interesting. blood and gore never really bothered me eng: oh my gosh, ohmygosh, ohmygosh, why did she say that?? stop, stop don't say anymore. they think she's crazy! ong: you sick, twisted person. no one loves her. like in movies, ang: hah, she loved it. eng: they don't believe you! they don't! stop! stop!! but i was a little frightened all: hahahaha ong: what a liar ang: she was in love with the guts and gore. i've never killed a person before ong: liar ang: she killed that one , the one back in december ong: right before christmas... how sick. disgusting. eng: they never found the body. nope never did. but it almost felt... natural. eng: , ! stop! no, don't tell them! stop! they know they know! ... eng: wait... like this is how humans are eng: yes, yes, yes go on. ang: then she must be a cold-blooded human ong: she's disgusting animals that will fight and kill to stay alive and be... "happy" ang: happy as in she ing slaughtered that eng: oh shoot, shoot, they found the body! they found it! they probably have it with them right now! oh oh !

 

all: yes eventually yes i did ong: more like right at that second the thought of getting out alive didn't really motivate me, it was more for him. to get revenge. ang: remember what she looked like? arms dismembered, legs twisted around. beautiful.

 

truth be told eng: she can't! she won't! she couldn't! wait.. say it! i do know a certain someone. eng: go on now, tell them! no wait, stop shecan't! stop! i would do anything for him ang: anything in a stretch. ong: she took the life of an innocent girl for him because i love them, all: hah ong: "love" more than anyone could. eng: shhh shh don't say too much, they're out to get you! they know, they know, they know!! ( refrencing to player #1 )

 

ang: kill.. kill.. kill.. kill i plan on watching my target, eng: shhh stopstopstopstop don't, she can't tell them. no, don't! that's how i plan to learn information ong: disgusting. on how they die. ong: stupid filth

 

ong: no one will love you it felt... ang: ahahaha it was amazing! relaxing! like i was ong: a monster eng: go on, go on say it, say it! reborn. as if it felt natural. eng: why would you say that?? how could you? ong: dirty ugly monster. you're stupid

 

i have experience. eng: , they found her. she's screwed, dead! ong: she's a disgrace. he'll never love her. i um... ang: go on, tell them what you did. tell them you killed her. yeah, i think i will be able to handle myself just fine. /smile/

 

ang: nobody will be alive afterwards i-i hope so...! ang: kill everything. ong: don't you feel terrible for what you did? she's insane..!

 

continue my dream of being a painter. /grin/

OBSERVATIONS.

if the interview part is too confusing i can rewrite it without the voices or change it a bit, just let me know!
my whole idea about this character was the idea of the yandere character archetype.