I used to be so determined with doing this little hobby.

I would have my daily commute, caught in a silent reverie, thinking about the possible scenarios i could maybe add to these stories.

It was merely for fun, something to do when letting off steam from this unfaithful reality. But now I can't seem to find myself with any ideas or will to finish even a single chapter for any of my stories.

I have maybe five or six stories that i've started writing these past couple of months, all of em with a couple of tiny paragraphs, but i can't seem to finish them, or have the will to even post them. Apart from those, i think i have three ongoing fics here in aff. Those of which i haven't updated since forever.

I think I started losing patience, interest and even inspiration when my laptop broke and they had to reformat everything. Leaving me without a single copy of maybe two to three chapters (update) I had made for More Than a Friend. Since then I never tried to lay a finger on that fiction.

I do miss writing. And I do love to write. And reading comments on your work, even how simple and ty my works are (especially since i wrote them years ago, way when i was 16-17 y/o) is not only flattering, but it makes you feel good, in a way, doesn't it? knowing that people appreciate what you do.

But idk, once i start getting ideas, i would stop writing halfway, overthinking everything, or not knowing what else to write or do.

I'd then stare at what i did and do nothing.

I haven't read my past fics on this site yet again because im afraid they are too cheesy or corny, considering my younger self, but i do want to continue them. Or just post new stories, maybe.

Ah- eotteokhae -_-

//feel free to ignore.

//just felt like letting things out.

//is forever alone and has no one to talk to atm.