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Ayye I love this color that I'm usuing omg it's so pretty! So I found this more than 200 question thingy and I haven't read half of them yet so I don't know what I'm going to be answering. I really, really wish that we could use damn emoji's on this website because I use them all the time now. This is probably the first blog post I have done that hasn't been at night. Anyways, I hope you enojoy learning about my life! 

 

1-How are you?
I'm so ing happy right now

2-Post a picture of yourself.
It's always this question that I never do! I don't know if I'll do it or not

3-Do you ever wish you were someone else?
I did in like tird grade once because I did really bad on an important test but I never do

4-What is your entire name?
Samantha Fay, and I'm not putting my last name becuase this seems like a shady question lol

5-How old are you?
Omfg I avoid this question at every chance I get but I'm 14, I knooow I'm so young

6-Age you get mistaken for:
16, everybody thinks I'm a junior in highschool because I never talk to anyone in my classes lol

7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:
I am a Leo and yes I think it gits my personlity! I love it!

8-What did you do on your last birthday?
I went shopping which I ing hate but I also saw my homie Peyton

9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?
Umm I don't know

10-What is your hair color?
My hai color is a dark brown and I always get complimented on it whenever I go to salons because people supposedly want my hair color

11-Have you ever dyed your hair?
Nope and I never will no matter what!

12-What is your eye color?
Dark brown, close to black

13-If you could change your eye color, would you?
No, I like my brown eyes

14-Do you wear contacts/glasses?
Yepp

15-Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it:
I ing love my body!! I have this really ugly scar that runs across one side of my face and it's still visible, but I used to hate it and he always told me how pretty I was with it and now whenever I look at it, I love it so much. He helped me accept me for who I am^^

16-Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body?
I have never considered it and I never will because I don't want to be perfect

17-Say 8 facts about your body:
1. I have a huge scar on me face
2. My hair is medium length and I hate it 
3. I have a ton of bruises
4. I am very short
5. My hands are small and very cute. He loves holding them and its so cute
6. My nose is pretty big but I'm learning to be okay with it
7. I have an innie belly button
8. I have scars on my nose from my glasses

18-Do you have any tattoos?
No but little ones on like the wrist/ankle/finger are very cute and I might get a small one but I don't know

19-Do you have any piercings?
Only my ears

20-Left or right handed?
Rightie!!

21-What’s your ual orientation?
Straight

22-Do you drink?
Nope

23-Do you smoke?
Nope

24-Do you have any pets?
I have cats

25-Where do you work?
I do not work

26-Something you are working on right now:
I am working on a surprise story for my baby

27-Do you have any “rules” about food?
Don't go crazy in front of guests

28-Where are you from?
The most boring state in the world, Illinois

29-What would you say is your best quality?
My eyes because they are very pretty and my smile! Man I love my smile!

30-What do you think you’re really good at?
Color guard and I'm so good at it I'm like a goddess

31-What do you think you’re really bad at?
Drawing because I am

32-What talent do you wish you’d been born with?
Umm I don't know

33-Are you a bad person?
No but some people believe that I am 

34-Are you nice to everyone?
Hell no I can be a straight up to some people and then I can be an angel to others.

35-Say 3 facts about your personality:
1. I am funny
2. I will always be a
3. I was born a

36-Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
Omfg all the time

37-What is your ideal bed? Why?
A bed bigger than  twin size because twin beds and I will burn mine someday

38-Do wake up cranky?
When I'm on my period

39-Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
Nope

40-What do you think about the most?
Him

41-Share 2 habits:
1. I always have my hands on my hips and I actually started this one because of him. He aaalways had his hands on my hips and when we broke up I guess I missed it and then I started doing it myself. It's very cute
2. So I used to pick at the skin on my lips but then everybody asked me what I wa doing so now I bite the skin off of my lips// I bite my lips A LOT

42-What you want to be when you “get older”?
A photographer

43-What are your career goals?
To start my own business and become sucessful I guess

44-What is your ideal career?
Photographer *insert heart eye emoji*

45-Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Nope, it's changed in the best ways possible

46-Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
All the time

47-Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
No but my little sister does and it's the most annoying thing. She's 13 by the way.

48-Say 10 facts about your room:
1. It's blue
2. It contains the devil a.k.a. me
3. No but seriously two little kids died in my room before we moved in like 14 years ago
4. I literrally sleep with ghosts everynight and I wake up to my doors opening
5. I won't let anyone sit on my bed
6. I always have my door closed
7. My room is our second basement in our house
8. It's feezing in my room especially in the winter
9. It's dirrty as right now
10. My tv turns on too

49-Do you have any phobias?
I know I have some but I can't think of any right now lol

50-Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?
Not that I can remember

51-Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?
I'm allergic to a certain type of medicine, I forgot the name though. It's white and they always gave it to me when I was younger because they thought it would help me with my pain from my scar on my head. 

52-Ever broken any bones?
No but I have cracked my head open so kinda

53-Ever come close to death?
Yes I almost died when I was 1 year old

54-Things you like and dislike about yourself:
I freaking love my body but I don't like my hair ( it's okay but it never grows and I need it to be longer) and I also don't like my toes

55-A random fact about yourself:
I am very shy in real life but once you get to know me you're gonna wish you never did lol

56-What are three things most people don’t know about you?
I'm very Italian, the longer version of my last name, and the fact that I do not get along with my mom anymore

57-An unknown fact about your life:
I was almost born in a toliet and I swear to whoever if this is mentioned to me I will stab you okay, I beat the crap out of my younger sister when she mentions it.

58-Share something about yourself others might think is weird:
I wear shorts ( to like sleep in ya knnow and walk around my house in) in the winter because I freaking love shorts even though my legs are freezing

59-Five things that you like:
1. Scary movie
2. Neck kissing
3. Him
4. My mf babe Gabby
5. Raseberries

60-Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this?
No one sent me this question lol but yea I would add myself

61-Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Yea!!!!

62-Describe yourself in one word/sentence:
I am very y but I am also very loveable and cute

63-A quote you try to live by:
es get money (see this would be a great time to use an emoji but noo you cant lol)

64-A famous person you’ve been compared to:
Satan

65-Weird things you do when you’re alone:
Twerk 

66-Something you do without realising:
Stare at people a lot

67-5 things you want to change:
Only thing I want to change is the fact that my homie wants me to go to church and be saved and all this otherr but she just doesn't understand what I want! I don't believe in it! I have told her this a thousand times but she just doesn't get it anymore! 

68-Someone you’d like to be for a day and why:
A boy because what the would it feel like having a , ya feel??

69-Leave me a compliment:
Can you guys tell I took this from tumblr??

 

Favorites

 

70-What is your favorite thing to do?
Cuddle with him and kiss him and hug him and omfg I love him

71-What’s your favorite color?
blueee

72-What’s your favorite band/singer?
Vixx

73-What’s your favorite movie?
Incidious!!

74-What are your favorite books?
Perks of Being A Wallflower, and (this is a series) Matched/Crossed/Reached

75-What is your favorite quote and why?
I don't have a favorite quote

76-What is your favorite word?
Wish

77-What is your least favorite word?
Moist

78-What is your favorite type of food?
Chinese and even more specifically Orange Chicken like oomfg it is my favorite I could live off of it! Buy me orange chicken and thats it, your my true ing baby

79-You favorite ice cream?
Mint

80-What’s your favorite animal?
Cats

81-Dogs or cats?
Cats

82-Describe your favourite texture:
I don't even know what my favorite texture is

83-What is your favorite flower?
I have no idea

84-What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite ?
I don't really know my favorite scent but just as an answer I'm going to say Lilac and I don't now about the opposite lol

85-What is your favorite season?
Fall because it's all things scary season!!!

86-What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
Italy, California, Bora Bora, Italy, Italy

87-What are four things you can’t live without and why?
Orange chicken- it's so ing good, Him- I love him  so much it's real this time, Gabby- my mother ing babe!! She is one person I won't ever give up on!, Music- it keeps me calm

88-Which mythological creature are you most like? Why?
A unicorn because they look innocent but honestly they have killed thousands with their horn thing

89-What’s your favorite television show?
Teen Wolf although it has become very ridiculous, I also like Awkward

90-Favorite place to shop at?
Art stores

91-Say 2 facts about your favorite things:
1. I will never let go of orange chicken ever like my love for that is real
2. I couldn't live without him and Gabby

 

Family, childhood and places

 

92-Say 4 facts about your parents:
1. Gave birth to an awesome kid #me
2. My mom is a fake lil
3. My dad is the real MVP
4. I love my dad so much more

93-Are you more like your mom or your dad?
My dad, I am mean like him and I got most of his genes

94-Do you have any siblings?
I have 4 siblings which are 2 brothers and 2 sisters

95-Say 9 facts about your family:
We are Italian, I hate my lil sister with a passion, my bigger sister is my favorrite, I love my brothers so much, My mom is a complete , I get blamed for everything by my mom wow what a surprise there, They don't like the tings I like #kpop, I feel like I have to hide everything from them because they are s damn judgemental towards me, My dad is the real MVP because he pays attention to me unlike me mom

96-What’s your relationship like with your family?
I have a good relationhip with everyne except for my little sister and my mom

97-Say 7 facts about your childhood:
I always got in trouble, I was very quiet, I told the truth most of the time, I hated everyone and still do lol, I had a very best friend but she moved away in 6th grade and I wish her the best she is my ing sister!!, I was always there for people but I had no one until he came along, I trusted too much 

98-The best and the worst childhood memories:
Best- my very best friend man I could tell her anything without feeling judged and I really hope she is doing good! Worst- always getting in trouble at home for my lil sister did haha no wonder why Ihate her so much now

99-Say 6 facts about your home town:
It balls, It , it's no fun, there is nothing to do, I want to leave but I ing cant, I want more here

100-Are you going out of town soon?
On Saturday ( next saturday) I'm going to a competition for wnter guard up in Chicago

101-Where would you like to live?
Somewhere other that here

102-What would your dream house be like?
Expensive af

103-Where would you go on your dream vacation?
Italy and I'd never come back swear to god my family will never see me again

104-Where you want to be right now?
With him because I want to cuddle and I know he's not feeling good

105-Top three places to visit:
Italy Italy Italy

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~~~~~~~~~~Friends

 

106-Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I do all the time

107-Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Boys because they don't you over like most of the girl do

108-Who is someone you never tire of?
Him and Gabby

109-Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Him and he loves when I open up to him

110-Who is your most loyal friend?
Gabby because she keeps it real and keeps me in check

111-Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Shout out to Gabby for the millionth time, she my mf babe

112-If your best friend died, what would you do?
Cry I would just cry because she is my everything to me and if she dies before we see each other then we gonna see each other when we dead

113-Something you’ve lied about.
Religion and all this other

114-Have you ever felt replaced?
.Yes

115-Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):
1. She is a million miles away from me
2. She is absolutely beautiful in m eyes and she is perfect
3. Her hair is my goals
4. She is the love of my life
5. Her name is Gabby <3 <3 <3

 

Relationships

 

116-The last person you hugged?
I want to sy him so bad but that would be a lie, the last person I hugged was actually my color guard coach

117-Story of your first kiss?
Hasn't hapened yet

118-Do you like kissing in public?
I dont know yet

119-Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
He is only a year older but I only kissed his cheek a thousand, million times

120-You have a preference for boys or girls?
Boys

121-Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
What does this question even ant from me lol females I guess

122-5 things that irritate you about the same /opposite .
Girls: Act like they are perfect and everybody loves them, walk like their is a million feet long like no boo boo, Always wear their hair in ugly buns
Boys:Their hair is like all the same, when they act like they are tough all the time like no come lay on top of me and let me play with your hair

123-Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes

124-Do you believe in soul mates?
Yes

125-What is your idea of the perfect date?
Watching scary movies, lots of cuddles and kissing, sleeping, and ing orange chicken like omg

126-Based on past relationships or crushes, describe your perfect boyfriend/girlfriend:
Someone who makes me so happy and can make me laugh so hard

127-What is the first thing you noticed in someone?
I don't know

128-Are looks important in a relationship?
Not to me really but sometimes

129-What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Umm I dont know

130-What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
Four years tops

131-Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
No,, it's not for me

132-Five guys/girls whom you find attractive:
Me, Jaehwan, Sojin, my mf babe Gabby, Yoongi

133-Do you have a crush on anyone?
Hell yes

134-A description of the girl/boy you like:
He is taller than me and he acts stupid sometimes which I really don't like but it's alright, Ill survive. Umm he has a really cute smile and he is like perfect boyfriend material

135-Say 1 fact about the person your like:
He gives the best ing hugs ever

136-If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
How? What do they have that I don't have?

137-When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Thursday

138-Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Hell yes

139-Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
yes

140-Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Yea

141-Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes but now he is mine and it doesn't matterr anymore^^

142-Anyone you’re giving up on?
Kind of

143-Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
nope

144-Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Omfg yes

145-Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
He is one of my only best friends

146-Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
yes, he told me he doesn't want to lose me again and I don't want to ever lose him

147-Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes

148-Is there someone you will never forget?
Absolutely

149-Say five ways to win your heart:
1. Buy my orange chicken 
2. Watch scary movie with me
3. Make me so happy
4. Cuddle with me like you never want to lose me
5. Buy me orange chicken

150-What turns you on?
Smiles, tall people, good hugs and his are my favorite

151-What turns you off?
Acting stupid, hitting, 

152-What is the iest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
Right now it would honestly be kiss my neck

153-What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Let me sleep on them

154-What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Surprise me with food from Panda Express

155-Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you?
I have written peoms about him but they weren't very happy peoms and I haven't had anything written about me

156-What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
I don't know

157-Are you in love?
yes

158-Are you in a relationship?
Yeess

159-If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
His hugs and the fact that he tells me what he wants

160-Are relationships ever worth it?
yes

161-Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
His ex but I couldn't care less about her because she has done me wrong too many times

162-Can you commit to one person?
I can

163-Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yea

164-Do you ever want to get married?
Yes

165-Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Nooope

166-Future names of your children:
Avery, Lydia, Collin, i dont know what else

167-Do you get jealous easily?
I don't think so

168-The last time you felt jealous, and why?
When he was hugging her instead of me because all I want is him  and now that I have him I'm never letting go

169-What is your definition of cheating?
Umm in with another girl when you already have one, like saying you love her too

170-Have you ever been cheated on?
Nope

171-Do you forgive betrayal?
I don't know

172-Have you ever cheated on someone?
Nope

173-Why did your last relationship fail?
It was my fault and I really don't want to say why it happened because it was so stupid

174-Things you want to say to an ex:
You ing

175-A description of the person you dislike the most:
She is a and a ing back stabber

176-If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Yes because he's mine now

177-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
Two

178-How long was your longest relationship?
A year and a couple months

179-You’ll love me if…
You buy me orange chicken

180-Share a relationship story:
The last time me and him were together it was perfect and it was so cute and then we broke up for the stupidest reason which I really don't want to talk about but now were back together and eveyrhting is falling back into place except this time its so much better

 

Music, movies and books

 

181-How often do you listen to music?
Everyday

182-What kind of music you like?
My favorite is Kpop and my least favorite is country

183-Do you like to dance?
No but we do it in color guard which I don't realy mind

184-What was the first concert/show you attended?
Never been to a concert sadly

185-Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
No, not really

186-Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
Umm I dont have a song that does this

187-A song that’s been stuck in your head:
Would have been nice if I had a song stuck in my head

188-Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:
Oh come on, I dont want to do that many, im skipping this one lol

189-A book you want to read/have recently read:
I want to read Love Letters To The Dead

190-Describe your dream library:
One with a ton on scary books

191-Last movie you just watched:
Incdious chapter three

192-Do you like watching what type of movies?
Scary

 

Situations and crazy things

 

193-You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done?
Probably aa small tatoo on my wrist or ankle

194-What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for?
Killing my lil sister

195-If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be?
Voldemort

196-You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to?
My bf but this is a pointless question because it says that I'm given 10,000 dollars when I'm not even getting it

197-If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
My birth lol

198-If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?
A deathly one bc Im a devil

199-If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
5th grade dont ask why because I dnt know why

200-You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy?
would choose a knife, and I would scream es get money

201-If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like?
Umm i dont know

202-What is the first curse word that comes to mind?

203-What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be…
A christmas party that can my and I dont know when my next party will be

204-Halloween costume idea?
y baby

205-How you’d spend ten thousand bucks?
on me tf

206-Press ctrl+v and post:
no because the last thing I copied and pasted were these ing questions and I am not putting those here twice tf

207-Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or someone you hate for a month? Explain why.
Someone I hate for a month because it's a shorter time to be stranded there and if you're there with someone you love for 10 years you could easily fall out of love with them in the first day you're therre with them and be ed

208-5 things within touching distance:
A plate, table, my thigh, a purse, a blanket

209-A drunken story:
None because I'm an angel

210-What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Nothing

211-Currently wanting to see anyone?
I want to hang out with him so bad because he doesn't feel good and he wants me to be there with him but I cant

212-Why you follow me?
Again, can ou tell I got these from tumblr

213-If you met me what would you do?
I dont know who tf is this

214-YOU have to leave me a random/ridiculous question:
tumblr in me up over here

215-YOU have to leave me a cute message:
This would be cute

 

Opinions and beliefs

 

216-Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now?
Half empty

217-Do you believe in fate/destiny?
Yea, I guess

218-What you wish for on 11:11?
I don't know

219-Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm?
No i am not lucky

220-Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets?
Nope

221-What is your religion, if any?
Get this question tf away from me! NONE!

222-Would you go against your moral code for money?
I dont know

223-What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind?
mind

224-How important you think education is?
You do not need four years of math to be successful in life!!!

225-If you were the president, what would you do?
I will never be president do not ask me what I will do

226-If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change?
The people I dont like need to die

227-Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial?
It's the thought that counts

228-If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
I don't know

229-Which movie character do you most identify with and why?
The demon from Incidious because I'm the devil 


Feelings and Others

230-Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early?
Both

231-Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance:
Ha no

232-Say 5 things you love unconditionally:
Him him him him him

233-What motivates you in life?
I dont know

234-Something that you’re proud of:
My body

235-Five words/phrases that make you laugh:
Not doing this either

236-Share the story of something that makes you smile:
So he was talking about how bad he wants a hug and to cuddle with me right now and it was so cute because I never thought I'd hear him say that

237-Something you always think “what if…” about:
What if I dont really love him as much as I think I do

238-What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that?
I dont know

239-Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life:
I really cant say omfg it will make you cringe in our seat

240-Something/someone that you miss:
Him

241-Are you over your past?
Fcuk yes my past can go itself

242-What is your saddest memory?
My grandpa dying and I didn't understand what was happening

243-One of the hardest moments in your life:
Loosing my mf baby #him

244-Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
My scar

245-What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about?
If I'm embarrassed to tell others about it why would I share it here?

246-What was your most embarrassing moment?
Not sharing

247-Share one of your fears/insecurities:
Spiders

248-Something you’re currently worrying about:
Nothing

249-Have you done something you regret very much?
Yes like right now I'm only at 9 percent ima die

250-If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be?
I hate you

251-Does anyone hate you?
yes

252-Do you hate anyone?
yes

253-Lyrics that apply to your current situation/mood.
I honestly dont know

254-Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes

255-What’s something you hide about your personality?
The fact that I can get so ed up in 0.000001 seconds

256-How do you approach social situations?
Quietly

257-Are you a social or an antisocial person?
antisocial

258-Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
I dont know

259-Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Nope talk about me because my life is obviously ore interesting than yours

260-How do you deal with criticism?
I learn from it I guess 

261-How you hope your future will be like?
Great and with him

262-What’s something that scares you about the future?
Loosing him again and not being able to get him back

263-Five intems you lust after:
Umm i dont know

264-One thing you’re excited for:
Tuesday because I get the biggest hug from him and omfg he is just so damn comforting to be around

265-Describe the most terrifying/strangest/beautiful dream you’ve ever had:
I cant right now Im at 5 percent lol

266-Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character?
Nope

267-Who is your celebrity crush?
Lee Jaehwan like I would et him do some terrible things to me

268-Make a confession:
I hate how when I talk about him I have to tell people to stop before they say something bad. I ing hate it so much because I love him

 

Guys this thing is about to die Im surprised it's still going on 4 percent lol. Just saying but never do this to yourself lol

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BRUH no homo but you pretty as !