1. Favorite color?
Coral, pale pink, mint green

2. What do you want to be when you are older?
Photographer all the way

3. Favorite genre of fics to read?
Angst, I dont know why but I just love sad things

4. How much motivation do you have to finish the semester?
Absolutely none and I'm sure my bbest friend 5 ever Gabby has none too

5. Favorite song?
I literally have too many but I will list a few of my top faves:
Vixx- Badbye, Monsta X- Trespass, Ellie Goulding- Army, and Broods- Free

6. Favorite band/artist?
Vixx, Troye Sivan, and Ellie Goulding

7. Ever been kissed? Did you enjoy it?
I have been kissed and at the time I guess I enjoyed it... actually no I didn't I want to take everything back because he is an and I actually ing hate him so much.

8. What time is it?
Currently it is 8:57 PM but it will be around 10 when I'm done with this

9. Something you're looking forward to.
Baking cookies with my other best friend 5 ever, Peyton, and we are baking cookies (so many mf cookies I swear) this coming up Friday night because my sister graduates highschool on Saturday and she is having a party. Well for the party I'm making her heart shaped cookies that are decorated with a music scale because she said that if someone made her them then she would lve that person forever. She is going to love my forever. 

10. Are you currently reading a book?
Yes, it is called Perks Of Being A Wallflower and this is my second time reading it and I am absolutely in love with it. It's one of those things where you forget how good it is until you read (in this case anyways) and you fall back in love again.

11. Are you currently writing anything?
Yea, I have a fic posted here actually called Beneath the Starless Night (Were Lost) and it currently has two chapters, and I'm working on the last right now. Go check it out if you want.

12. What has been botherring you lately?
Literally everything... I dont know why I'm so sensitive to everything now, I have been for the past few months. It so mf much.

13. Do you have abest friend?
2 that I wouldn't trade for the world, Gabby and Peyton. They keep it real for me 1000% of the time

14. Name 7 facts about her.
Peyton
1. She has short blonde hair 2. We have known each other since the third grade 3. She is ing beautiful in my eyes 4. Sometimes I just look at her and think, you go best friend. 5. She brought me into the kpop world 6. Her heart is mine and only mine 7. She loves me

Gabby
1. She is literally a trillion miles away from me 2. She has long black hair that I love. 3. She also has the cuuutest chubby cheeks that I die over when I see a picture of her!! 4. She has an older brother and she is the baby of the fam 5. She is also my baby even though she is older than me lmao 6. We met in February and its so weird because we could have stopped talking but we didnt and now it's been a two good years with her, time really flies by 7. I love her more than I love myself to be honest lmao

15. What are your goals for the summer?
Since every year when school starts back up I always wish that I was more active over the summer, I have a plan to be the healthiest version of me I can be and I want to swim everyday because we have a pool but we almost never get in it so I want to change that. I am alos going to get better at color guard!! Im going to show up to band camp with hella mucles and I will make everyone touch them lmao

16. Are you planning anything special?
I have a surprise for Teressa when she graduates and there is a lot of stuff. I painted a heart picture frame and on it I wrote a peom about sisters and it was so cuuuute. I hope she ing cries when she opens it.

17. Something you're happy/excited about?
I recently updated my tumblr theme and although I stil have somethings to link and a description to wrrite, It is pretty much done and I am soooo happy with how it looks. Has my favorite colors and even a Vixx cursor, its so cute. If you can to check it out, my tumblr is ken-bear

18. Have you everr been to a concert?
No! But i waaaant to very badly like omfg I am so ready for Vixx or one of my other favorite groups to come to America!

19. Tell me something about yourself.
I'm good at hiding my emotions because it's so much easier,  so much ing easier

20. What song are you listening to right now?
Monsta X- Hero (Fix ver)

21. Have you learned anything new?
I learned to edit photos so that it has a certain effect but I forgot what it's called, it like double something but i forgot lmao

22. Have a favorite fic?
Achromatic Ecstacy (Im sorry if i spelled anything wrong lmao I didnt mean to) It's a kenbin fic and I was balling my eyes out at te end of it. It's beautifu!

23. Describe the most fun you've had.
One Peyton and I went on a walk through a cemetary and she let me take a bunch of pictures on her phone which all truned out to be beautiful

24. Name some things you want to do with your best friend.
Go to Italy and California, live together, have a cute little kitten that has a cute name like Cinnamin or something like that, take those best friend pictures (ya know what im talking about right lmao)

25. What was the last lie you told?
So it was during my 8th hour (which is color guard) and I felt like crying and they pointed out that I was about to cry and I said that my contacts were dry so they let me sit out for a while to cry it out but honestly my contacts were not dry at all, it was jsut a way for me to cry without being asked about it. Hurts, it ing hurts haivng to lie to your team because your team is one of the things tearing you apart

26. Is your house haunted?
I swear to god it is, like, some little kid died IN MY ROOM OF ALL PLACES AND I SWEAR TO GOD I SAW GHOST LEGS! So i was plugging in a charger for my tablet and I looked back because I thought I heard someone screaming my name. I ended up being the one that was screaming because I saw a ghost run in the direction of my room. I swear to god I saw it.

27. What question do you hate to answer?
What's wrong?

28. If you could have one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Orange chicken

29. What cheers you up when you are sad?
Really cute videos of little kittens or babies or talking to one of my bae's 

30. What do you constantly think about?
deep stuff

31. Longest you have gone without sleep?
3 and a half days

32. Favorite activity?
Color guard

33. Who is your hero?
Me tf

34. Are you still learning who you are?
Yesssssss

35. If you could spend the day with anyone who would it be?
GABBY BECAUSE SHE LIVES SO FAR AWAY AND  JUST WANT TO HUG HER AND PLAY WITH HER HAIR AND GIVE HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES AND STAY UPP ALL NIGHT WITH HER AND WATCH MOVIES WITH HERR AND GO DRIVING AROUND WITH HER. Gosh, I want to do so many things with her

36. Mountains or the beach?
BOTH

37. Name the mos terrifying moment of your life so far? Have you recovered?
I realized that I cant tell anyone what is actualy wrong with me, LIke it try to but I can actually ing feel the words get stuck in my throat and then I have to make something up when someone asks what wrong and it just ing . I want it to stop, I want to be able to tell someone. Maybe when someone finds me at my rarest moments, when Im tired and will confess to anything at 2 in the morning, maybe then I can let it all out. No, I havent ing recovered

38. Who would you like to be stuck in an elevator with?
Jaehwan bc he is funny and real hot lmao

39. Which season is your favorite?
Summer and fall

40. Your dream vacation?
A week or two in Italy annd California 

41. Favorite thing to spend money on?
craft supplies or clothes from H&M

42. Wierdest thing about you? Do you like it?
Sometimes I start dancing randomly and its really funny and it makes everyone laugh and itss really fun and I ing love it

43. Learning any languages right now?
Italian

44. Plane, train, or car?
Train becasue they are aesthetic af

45. Who do you rely on to help you out right now?
Peyton and Gabby because they understand the most and they know the most about me

46. Where would you like to live?
In Italy omfg how ing nice would that be, I just wish I was born in Italy

47. Favorite breakfast food?
Pancakes all the way

48. Ever been in love?
Nope, but with Jaehwan, hell to the mf yes

49. What is to your right? To your left?
To my left is a wall and to my right is a bed

50. How are you?
Terrible.

 

Wow, such a nice and fun way to end this by asking how I am lmao. It's 9:34 PM right now which isnt too close to ten pm but still, I was pretty accurate therre lmao. Hope this was interresting, probably not because I'm honestly boring af (No im not im colorful ball of mf fluff and Im so small I'm only 5 foot but me and Gabby are both small so we ken be small together because we are the cutest tiny people in the world)