Needless to say,I had been dragging around for quite a bit. This was one of the main reason why i could not function like a normal human at my workplace,could not concentrate on my job,behaved like a wimp and so on...... I just talked to someone and it made me realise the reason for my depression. It in fact made me question my own self. It affected even my writing skills. He said that it was because of this facade that I had created,this make believe face so that I could fit in,I had been always a rebel at heart,in fact all the readers here are....and the authors of course. No success shall come out of your deeds if you continue to adjust.....adjustment should never be even an option.