8 years and moving on

Friday, 26 December 2014

My first love, my unrequited love for 8 years got married with his dream girl.

By the end of 2015, he's officially a dad. And im his son's godmother.

And 5 February 2016, I finally decided to confess, a confession that I keep for years.

17:16 of 5 February 2016, I got a rejection from him. I know it's wrong for me to love him, he's all married and have a happy family. But I can't hate him. Yet it's so hard for its to be neutral. He is a nice guy, who I don't think I can replace with.

 

"I love you once and I love you still but I can't be yours." He said that. 

I cried.

"It's okay to cry. It's okay. I might not be the one to wipe your tears away but im sure that you'll be fine."

 

How I wish I didn't hear his last words. The words I love you are enough for me. I was seven when I first liked him, and now that I'm seventeen, just like how I managed to confess to him, I will manage to move on. I hope so.

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leeaida #1
oh my God Dear i know that feeling well , because i still suffer of my one side love,,, but i dont have the courage to confess and he is married too.... sad story , i couldn't move on yet!
Donghae28 #2
That almost like what I did to get my husband, I dated his brother for a year, and I hated the bother, but it was only to see the one I was in love. After her his brother told me he wanted to work and pay attention to his business, and I would be last, unless, I dated his brother the one I wanted and three months later we got married.
shineeinfinite #3
I don't understand, if he really loved you, why did he marry other girl instead?
sapphirelight #4
It must be hard on you, i wish you will be strong for this and can give courage to yourself to move on. I hope you happy with your future right partner life. Don't worry, you will found the better one. Please be happy okay?
youseememeseeyou #5
how old is he then? omo don't be too sad about it, you can move on, trust youself! :)
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