When you made a mistake, you're supposed to learn from it and not do it again. Yeah. I know that. 

It's just it happened again because I felt like it's just fine for me to do that last night. So I let her. 

I didn't expect my friend to react that way. Well, I didn't expect myself to react the way I did. I just didn't get over it that quickly. I was so shocked. 

She said it would be on the cheeks so I let her. But the thing she did was almost like on it itself. But it's okay, really. I understand her. 

I just don't want it to create a distance between us now. 

But she likes me. And I don't know if I do. I honestly don't want to think about it. And then I want to be there for her. But how can I do that without giving her false hopes?