What Would You Feel If...
So my friend A will watch Exo's concert at the VIP section while me and my friend B were hopeless (because we're both broke) not until the organizers announced that they will be having ticket giveaways in different malls. Friend B and I tried our lucks but failed miserably even in the second attempt (we went to two different malls that are far from our places). At that point we gave up and just decided to buy gen ad tix. So we were looking for sellers (because unfortunately gen ad tix are already sold out in ticket outlets) and found one. I was so happy because I thought we'll be able to see them after 3 years but when I got home, friend B called me saying that she won a freaking VIP ticket in a ticket giveaway in IG (which I don't have any idea about). I know I should be happy for her but I felt like I was betrayed or something. We were supposed to watch at the far end of the arena but be happy spazzing together so I just silently cry myself to sleep last night.
My point is, I don't know what to do rn, I'm hurting so much, losing twice at the mall shows scarred me so much I couldn't listen to their songs for two days and it's like that until now. I feel like crying everytime I listen to anything related to exo atm. My two friends will be able to watch them up close and here I am contemplating if I'll buy that gen ad ticket or not because I'm scarred for life. What should I do people?
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