How many years has it been really? 5, no 6 years? 6 years since I first made an account here on aff. It feels so weird though. I don't write as much as I used to (neither do I have much inspiration left) but I still try my hardest, because writing is the only thing I could do best (yknow even though there are wayyy more people better than me obviously). 

Growing up is even weirder. With work and responsibilities and people expecting great things from you. But I came back here because I wanted to connect back with people. Ending up in a slump for more than a year has forced me to push people away and I hurt some friends because of that. I was an back in 2015 but because I didn't want to deal with people during that time.

But because my friends aren't s like me, they accepted me back and I'm really thankful for them. Now I'm just hoping I could reconnect with all my friends I made for 5 years here on aff, and it would be really nice to say hello to everyone here again :D

It's a week into 2016, puhaha but it's never to late for a new year resolution, right. I haven't made a new year resolution since exactly 2 years ago because things like this to me was tacky. But here I am, for 2016 I just want to become a better person. 

ps: I can't even go out and play futsal with my buds because I injured ankle but I know I deserved it. gosh i'm an idiot.