Hi,, this is my first and probably the last time I'm going to write a blog post.

Well,, there's so much happening to me right now, bad things. one of them is my grades are falling and my mom is really disappointed in me right now that she wouldn't even answer my calls. so I think I'm going to leave AFF, maybe temporarily or maybe for good. it's not that I think AFF is the only thing that made me failed my classes, I've been so busy last semester that I have barely any time to study but yet, I would always check AFF every night before went to sleep. and that (most of the time) resulted me lacking sleep, late for morning class or worse skipping class. I think AFF is my biggest distraction and I really need to "get rid" of it for a mean time, getting my focus back, fix all of my grades before maybe coming back here again. I'm going to study like crazy for the next semester. to make up for my mistakes last semester. I don't even know if I'm going to be able to enjoy my vacation in Bali next week or not. but I have decided that after I come back from Bali, I will officially leave AFF. that means I still have one week left to be here.

This is actually a hard decision to make. I've been here for a long time, almost three years. I've gotten myself good friends in here too, some of them left already, but there are still some of them that I will left behind. I feel calm everytime I talked to them. because we're talking but no voices needed. I like the calmness in here. So, for all of my friends here, thank you so much for being a good listener, for actually talking to me even if we're stranger in real life. that means so much to me.  especially you Cee (mistressdean), thank you so much for being a good friend for me here. all of my friends in real life aren't K-POP fans and so I couldn't really talk about K-POP thingy with them.

I want to ask a last favour before I leave. can you recommend all your favorite fluffy CHANBAEK fics for me ? but the completed ones. I feel so depressed right now, so I don't think I can handle angst. I feel like I'm going to distant myself from EXO as well because of this. so, it will be really great if you all (whoever you are that read this post) can comment the link for any completed fluffy CHANBAEK fics for me.

Thank you....

...and

Good bye.