Progress
I don't buy my diapers in the small town I live in. I go to the next city over and buy them there. Sometimes if I happen to be even further away, I buy them.
It's like I'm buying drugs or some other contraband. I'm all nervous and sweating, watching for people I know, trying to get out of the store without anyone noticing I'm buying adult diapers.
Today I said "oh well" and just bought them. I was a little cautious but I wasn't scared. I wasn't terrified. Who cares what I wear under my clothes? I mean, I would wonder if I saw someone I knew buying adult diapers, but that's because I'm a DL.
I'm a bit proud of myself for this progress. I have nothing to be ashamed of. Sure, I'd be embarrassed if someone I knew found out, but it's not the end of the world. Some people drink beer to relax, I wear diapers. =p
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